Chapter 2: sad

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Wilhelm

It's 3am and I'm again in my bathroom
With my wrists covered in blood
It's hurting
So
So
So bad

But I can't stop
I deserve it
After what I did

After a while I hid everything and went to sleep with a sweater around my arm

11am

I just woke up to the sound of the vacuum cleaner
Why can't I just sleep forever?
While I was trying to go back to sleep someone knocked on my door

-Wilhelm please come eat with us! You're going back to school tomorrow and you haven't spent any time with me and your dad!
-I'll eat later mom I'm not hungry
-please Wilhelm
-not now mom

She left sighing
I am a bad son
A bad boyfriend
A bad friend
Im just a bad person
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Since the start of the winter break, I've been waking up every night and every time it ends the same, I hurt myself.
I know it's bad but it feels like I have to do it
Now I have plenty of scars and I hope that no one will see them...
Also, I haven't eaten much since I came back here
I'm just going to go back to sleep


Sorry it's a short chapter but I think I'm gonna do more chapters like these because it takes less time! Don't forget to vote and comments! Xxx

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