What will happen next?

Chapter 7: talk?

Simon
(the same night of the argument)

it's been like 2 hours

i think he's sleeping..

why did he say that?

i know that we aren't dating anymore but

it still hurts.

really

does he really not care at all? i was just being rude because i didn't want to get hurt like this again but maybe he hates me for real.

like really hate me?

i do hate him for what he did but, he's still my first love. the first person i ever met who i felt loved and respected. i really thought we were going to make it..

i tried to fall asleep but i couldn't

i just couldn't

i looked over at him and he wasn't sleeping, he was just looking at the ceiling.

-why aren't you sleeping?
i asked, immediately regretting it.
-i don't know, i just can't sleep.. what about you? why aren't you sleeping?
-for the same reason as you

he then turned on his side to face me and now, we were just looking at each other.

-are you in love ?
-what?
-with felice i mean
-no.. i'm not. you thought i was in love with her ?
-no it's just, you guys are always together and i know she like you so.. i don't know i just assumed you liked her
-well.. yes i like her, really, but just as a friend.. i would never go out with her
-why not?
he looked at me in the eyes for like 10 seconds but it really felt like 10 hours.
-simon, you're the only person i've ever loved, and you know that
i didn't know what to say, in a way it was a bit awkward but, it just felt like we were alone in the world, just us.
-simme i know that i hurt you and i'm so so so sorry but you should know that i'll always be there for you and that i'll always love you
-wille i- i don't really know what to say
- it's okay.. good night simon
-good night wilhelm

are we in good terms now?!

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