My 12 Older brothers

Insecurities + Piano

Natalia pov:

As I wait in my room for Noah. I hear a knock on my door.

"Come in." I say 

Then Noah walks in  and closes the door behind him and sits next to me on my bed. 

As I lay my head on his chest he began speaking.

"How you feel Principessa?" He asked concerned stroking my hair

Out of nowhere I just break down crying. 

"Shh shhh it's okay mi amor(my love in Spanish) let it all out." He says as he  kisses my temple and stroking my hair.

"I-I don't k-know what I-I d-did." I say as i am still crying

"Shhh shhh breath you don't have to rush to speak just breath okay." Noah says as he still strokes my hair

"O-okay." I say as I try to breath 

"Shh shhh don't cry okay." He says as he still strokes my hair 

We sit there for awhile as I just cry. Then finally I stop.

"Are you okay to speak now?" Noah asked as he is still stroking my hair 

"Mhm." I say as I look up at him

"Why are you upset princess?" He asked as he wipes the tears from my eyes 

"Well I don't know what I did to Katherine or Jake... I thought I got over this." I say as you can hear the hurt in my voice.

"You didn't do anything wrong, it's not your fault and don't blame yourself for this okay Nat? And it's okay if you didn't get over it sometimes things don't always happen how they are planned." Noah says reassuring as he strokes my hair 

"Mhm okay but then why does she hate me so much all I did was try to be her friend." I say as I look up at Noah 

"She is jealous sometimes jealousy can change a entire person." Noah says as he still stroking my hair 

"It can?" I ask confused 

"Mhm, it can change lots of people, see how Katherine was once your friend and now she is posting fake things about you, it's because she is jealous and insecure." Noah says reassuring 

"Oh...Noah...?" I say as I look up at him

"Yes princess." He says as he looks down at me 

"Is what Katherine said true.....am I really ugly and you guys just don't want to tell me?" I say you can tell I was over thinking

"I don't want to hear you say that okay, what she said is not true. You are beautiful even if you don't feel like you are now that's not going to change anything, and we will never lie to you as your brothers. You are Bellisma (beautiful) and nothing will ever ever change that. You look so much like mami she would be so happy right now to see how beautiful you turned out to be."Noah says reassuring 

"Seriously? I look like mami? Is that a good thing?" I ask confused 

"Yes it's a great thing Princess. Mami was a beautiful young lady, why do you think dad feel in love with her in 4 months and then they got married?" Noah says chuckling a little making me giggle 

"Oh aww that's so cute." I say smiling 

"You know princess you should sing about that." Noah says stroking my hair.

"Sing about what?" I ask confused 

"About fake friends for the musical, it would be a good way to express how your feelings or if not you can write about your insecurities, that's if you feel comfortable." Noah says stroking my hair