Broken

quidditch game

when i got back to my dorm i felt so angry at myself. i never should have yelled at cyrus like that he doesn't deserve it. i felt so much anger it was unbearable so i went on a walk around the castle trying to cool off

i got back after an hour and pansy was in the shower so i went to bed.

the next morning i got up early and went down to the great hall to grab some food. only a few students were there since it was so early. hermione waved to me but i kept my word and ignored her. i felt bad but i didn't have a choice, i'm sure hermione will get over it its not like we were close.

when i went back to the common room destiny, theo and tori were there. i hoped that everything would be fine and not awkward. it was a bit tense at first but i think everyone but cyrus,reg and matheo are over it. i sat down on the leather sofa next to theo, who had is arm on the back of the chair. i ate my weetabix and observed destiny, theo and toris conversation. they were on about the quidditch game that's happening today. after a bit we all got ready for classes and me and destiny went off to charms.

when we walked in we saw draco and pans at the front and we gave each other a look. a look that says are you seeing what i'm seeing they are totally shagging. i took my seat in the middle row next to destiny and a slytherin boy, marcus flint.
the three of us talked most of the lesson, once we were dismissed i made my way to potions.
once i got there i saw blaize, he was playing slaps with xavier. enzo came behind me and threw his arm around me. i took my seat and ignored hermione the whole class.

once it was over i went over to enzos table and we walked to lunch together whilst xavier and blaize went to go ask a professor something. when we reached the great hall we saw cyrus sitting with matheo. great just the two people i want to see. i sat opposite enzo and next to cyrus.

"so how was class?" enzo asked trying to lighten the mood

"class was boring, i almost fell asleep with how much professor binns went on about history of magic" matheo said

"same" cyrus nodded keeping his head down

"me and enzo had potions"

"how was it? is snape alright to you?" cyrus asked

he seemed to have forgiven me. but i still felt bad.

"oh yeah he's alright. he gave me the worse seat though, enzo blaize and xavier all sat at the back whilst i'm at the front with the golden trio."

everyone stiffened up

"yeah i've never seen her so silent" enzo joked trying to back me up

"that's good, that your not talking to them" cyrus said so that only i could hear whilst enzo and matheo debated wether a shark eating you would be more painful then a bear eating you

"are we ok?" i asked him in the same volume

"yeah of course i know you didn't mean it"

"i know but-"

"right we better go to next class or we'll be late" enzo told us

i left to go to umbridges class.
yay.
when i got there i took an empty seat at the back and tried my best not to argue with her. she seemed nicer to me which was odd but i didn't argue. once we were dismissed me and stella went to transfiguration together where we were met by theo, draco, pansy, xavier and nova.
i sat at the back in between pans and theo, stella was next to pans and draco was at the row infront with nova and xavier.
class was kind of difficult, theo kept on laughing at me when i failed which didn't help. me and pansy gossiped a lot as well.
after transfiguration class me, xavier, nova and theo had a library lesson where you just read books and study for other lessons, it's basically a free period but you have to work.
finally we had lunch, god i've never been happier to see food.
the boys had quidditch practice so it was just me and the girls for lunch. it was really nice we gossiped, talked and laughed a lot. i hadn't felt this happy in a while it was a nice change.