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Chapter 8 - Shower Thoughts

Isabella's pov :

I woke up in the morning on my bed still in my clothes and under the blanket

I don't remember coming up here so after the walk I must have fallen asleep and adrain must have carried me up here I guess or maybe I just lost my memorie

I hop out of bed ready to get through another day of torture.

I just hope it goes by smoothly and maybe I might find an escape plan

I walk out my room after tidying myself up abit and doing the usual

I see no one but a guard who stands outside my room with a cold and emotionless look plastered on his face

I nod at him and just walk down the stairs

Looking around for any details that might help me and summer leave this place

I reach the dining room and see Alexander and Emilio still here and of course killian and adrain but as always the only person I pay attention too is summer

I walk over to her lazily and give her a tight hug

I end the hug and go to make my coffee hearing Emilio say "no hug for adrain I'm sorry man" sarcasticly and I just give him a side eye before finishing up and sitting down

Beside adrain as everywhere else is full, I roll my eyes before staring at summer

Mouthing 'dickheads' to her she just laughs and digs in to her food

I am still cautious of the food and eat slowly

When everyone's finished after eating in complete silence adrain speaks up

"tomorrow WE will be attending a important ball, no ones getting out of it" he said and I look at him knowing exactly what ball we are attending

The one ball I was hoping to avoid

I look at summer and she looks at me too in annoyance "who will this ball involve?" she asked knowing the answer "most mafia's and important gangs" killian spoke and she groaned

So did i.

"great" i said "do we have to go? " Alexander asked in a serious tone and adrain nodded Alexander nodded back

"girls your dresses will be delivered tomorrow morning" adrain informed us we nod and quickly I am making my way out the room summer following along

"i'm going upstairs" i shouted and then both me and summer run upstairs walking into my 'bedroom'

The boys barely see the us for the rest of the day

The next morning...

I am now looking at myself in the mirror and all I see is the past

I am a living reminder of the past

The past I oh so badly want to forget and leave behind but I look down to the hundreds of scars that cover my entire body and all that comes to mind is the past

The pain.

I shake my head and hop in the shower I was meaning to get in 5 minutes ago

The hot water running down my body hugs me I imagine maybe it's my father hugging me

Maybe my father and mother do love me, maybe they did it too give me a better life

I must admit this life isn't 'better' in any sense but surely they couldn't have just given me away

I want a family

I don't want to feel his hands on me any longer

I don't want to remember where I was when I first met summer I want to forget it all