The words that aren't said

I wish....

I wish I could write the way I thought,
Obsessively and passionately without a break;

I wish I could think the way I spoke,
With confidence and believe demanding attention yet sometimes going unheard;

I wish I could speak the way I wrote,
Beautifully and capturatively with my heart on my sleeve;

I wish I could write the way I thought,
Expressing all the believes with no room for misunderstanding;

I wish I could think the way I wrote,
Considerate to all and never the words to hurt one's feelings;

I wish I could do a lot of things differently,
Maybe I can, maybe I already do but I can't stop wishing that I could.....