Reincarnated.... AS THE NTR ANTAGONIST?!

Chapter 4: Bond

??? p.o.v

I don't know why.... But my heart feels broken. After learning about his role for me, instead of seeing me as his lover or girlfriend.... He sees me as someone important to defeat the demon lord. It feels like I have no feelings for him anymore

..... nor do I have feelings for the other man

Its kinda heartbreaking. However, as the cleric I should be viable.... Yet he lets me sit in the background. I continue to be with him because I thought that maybe he will apologize one day and treat me as a lover and not a tool

I get it, I am weaker and I guess fragile than most of my group.... But I still wanna help

And since I am in the background.... I find myself being assaulted by the other man.... Although he didn't go far with me yet, there is still a possibility that he would

I have seen the kind of man he really is. Having sex with other women.... Its honestly disgusting

Alex.... I really hate him.... And he keeps saying that its a matter of time before I submit to him

I really hope I don't

Meanwhile, Harry.... He doesn't even care or take notice. Even when I started telling him, he just brush it off and just said "I will tell him to back off" and yet he doesn't!

.... I want to cry.... The man I thought I love.... Is ignoring me

The man I really despise.... Is assaulting me

???: Miria..... Miria?

I awake from my state of mind and look around. Oh right, I was having dinner with Harry and Alex.... I really want to leave this group

Harry: You okay darling?

I felt nothing when he calls me darling. I put on my fake smile

Miria: I am fine

Alex lets out a little laugh and I sent a glare at him

Harry: Well, get ready soon okay? We will be leaving to the next town called Everpeace

I nod and just ate my food. I don't like it, my food became so bland

Y/n's p.o.v

I was staring at Lisa and she was staring back at me....

Lisa: H-Hi

I immediately sit up but I regret that decision since a sudden pain came after

Lisa: C-Careful!

Lisa said as she stays at my side. I then recalled what Alin told me about Lisa's fate. If I continue to ignore her, she will end up suffering

Y/n: I am fine

I said as I slowly stand up with Lisa's help. I look around and saw the aftermath of the battle I had with the demon

Y/n: Oh right

Lisa: .... What happened?

I sighed as I started to explain to her what just happens. I watch as her faces turns from curiosity to a sudden look of worry

She then pinches my cheek

Y/n: H-Hey! Ow!

Lisa: You moron! Why didn't you call for us!

Y/n: I-I didn't wanna bother any of you! Besides, it's already too late!

Lisa sighs as she lets go of my cheek. She was still pouting though..... it was actually cute