FIGHT FOR ME

19} Unfocused

[Zelos's pov]

Falling backwards straight on goddamn cement hurt like hell especially after Claudius bruised my entire back literally hours ago. Siony was so interested in what happened to my face, I didn't even think he would bother to say anything about it if he noticed, but fuck.

He was right on top of me. so fucking close, my hands were on his bare skin and it took everything not to stroke and touch it. this was the closest I've ever gotten to him, and our lips fucking brushed against each other.

When I writhed from pain that was when our lips touched, and I was shocked he didn't move away in disgust right away. I guess I kinda expected that...but there was another look in his eyes that was mixed with surprise. Maybe he liked it, maybe he didn't, I don't know.

I had to make it look not noticeable at all that I was covering my crotch with my hands and lifting my knees up to hide it because I was afraid I might've gotten hard. I felt such a rush it tingled slightly in my dick, the sexual tension was driving me fucking insane.

"did someone do this to you...??" Siony kept asking. "stop asking questions." I stood up with him, heavily breathing. "why the fuck do you care?" I asked him something instead, touching my face with my hand while my other hand was shoved inside my pocket so my half hard-on wasn't noticeable.

"who did this?" he kept asking. "none of your business." I kept saying. we started arguing and both started to get angry again. "TELL ME." he demanded. "YOUR FUCKING BROTHER." there, I said it.

Siony looked at me with an expression of realization, like he knew something I didn't and he had just put two and two together.

"let me see" he reached his hand close to me but I smacked it away. "don't fucking touch me." in reality I wanted him, I wanted him to fucking touch me and I had to get the fuck out of there before I lost control of myself.

why is he so fuckin' concerned anyways? this asshole is giving me mixed signals I don't know what he's doing anymore. Hell, I never knew shit about what he wanted to do with me. One second we can almost get along and then another second we're at each other's throats.

Siony's shirtless, alone, vulnerable, and irresistible. When I get turned on like this I always get rough, but I had to keep repeating in my head that 'Siony's not gay, he's not gay. He's not gay.'

"You don't want my fucking money, fine. I'll be back to shove it up your ass again" I rapidly said before climbing over the railing of his balcony. "WAIT—" Siony rushed over, "why are you leaving like that- what the fuck...I'm not done taking to you!!"

"JESUS, you wanted me to leave, I'M LEAVING! BYE!!" I climbed down the side of his giant fucking house and he leaned over the balcony and watched me walk off. "WHAT ABOUT YOUR FACE?! You can't just tell me Claudius did that and fucking run off?!?! CONFUSING JACKASS" he hollered down at me.

God...it seems that nowadays whenever I try to have a fuckin' conversation with this motherfucker he always finds a way to unintentionally turn me on and suddenly I lose all my power and I can't face him. I'm gonna turn the tables around one day on him, though I'm not sure how I will yet.

[Siony's pov]

After Zelos left, I sighed heavily. That asshole thinks he's so independent, he won't let anyone help him. We both have our differences but when I try to be nice and not fight with him all the time he pushes me away.

A few drops of rain landed on my head as I realized it had started to flutter. The rain wasn't big but light, though I still went inside and closed the glass door of the balcony and covered it with the dark red curtains on the sides.