Mr & Mrs Normal - JJK

Chapter - XII

He was crying in my arms
I was mentally scolding myself for getting angry at him but I calmed him down

I felt a pang in my heart the moment I heard him cry, infact he is so brave to let out his emotions as most men think of crying as girly and weak
But something in me wanted to not see him cry again
Wanted to protect him with all my heart and also wanted to stay by his side till I die.

I've thought about falling in love ever since I was a teenager
All these Rom-com movies inspired me and I've never thought that I'll have to confess in such a situation but it's now or never

I really do like him

I gently placed my hand on his shoulders giving it a press and also to give myself a reality check that this man is real and I'm not hallucinating
I placed my other hand on his cheeks wiping those fresh tears
His eyes was red and watery and it pained me to see him like this

Should I kiss his lips?
No that's too soon
Maybe his cheeks
Ewww in not his grandma
Well nose?
Nahh disgusting he literally got a running nose
Eyes?
Perfect

I reached to kiss his eyes but I was too small for it. I somehow managed to rise myself to reach his eyes and I kissed him
I could feel his pupil moving under his eyelids and also his long lashes on my lips
And finally I let it all out

I love you....

I connected my forehead to his not wanting to make an eye contact
From his actions I've felt that he likes me too
Or maybe it was him just being friendly ?
I was over thinking at this point

Like me ?
Or not ?
Like me ?
Or not?
Lik-

My thoughts disappeared into the air when he cupped my cheeks looking at me with his tear stained eyes

I love you more....

He too confessed back and my mind was on cloud nine, all the pink colour rushing to my cheeks
And to my surprise he leaned in closer, our breathes colliding.
For a moment I forgot how to think and my heart was running a marathon.
It was happening
I looked into his eyes and then to his parted lips, he licked his own lips making it shine under the light of our living room

Can I ?
He whispered and it didn't even take a second longer for me to respond with

Yes....

He wasted no time to press his lips on mine
There was no action it was just his soft lips on mine
We both stayed like that for a good time before coming back to earth
We both were looking like teenagers who had their first kiss
All red and hot
Weirdly smiling and looking like dorks

But suddenly there was a shift in the atmosphere when jungkook's expression turned to something really serious

Ha-ni
I've something to tell

Shit what? It was only seconds ago that we confessed and is he gonna say that this was a mistake or something ??

Stupid Ha-ni why you always thinks so negatively

But I only nodded and we both sat on the coutch facing each other

What is it?
I tried to talk cause we've been sitting here for a few minutes now and he didn't utter a single word.

Honey have you ever dated before?

Umm why are you asking this now? Our pasts shouldn't bother us right ? I was kind of puzzled by his question.

It shouldn't but what if the past comes to present and try to ruin it?

What do you mean?

Ha-ni I don't know how you will take it but as you may have guessed I was not a decent guy and I've been with a few girls