Handling it wrong(Luke brooks fanfic)

Chapter 9

(Jordan's POV)

I really wish Life wasn't confusing to me

I dropped my bags to the floor and I jogged upstairs to my room
And I got my phone beeping and I got a text
It was from a unfamiliar number
Unknown: hey(:
Jordan: hey....who is this/:
Unknown: Luke
Jordan: hey How did you get my number
Unknown: from jai(;
Jordan: okay?

I then changed him to unknown to Luke
Luke: wanna hang?
Jordan: sure got nothing better do to

After 20 minutes he came
"Hi" I half smiled
"Hey" he said
"Ummm, I have a question"
"Sure, what's up" I asked, that does explain the tux

"Wanna go out" he said
"Ummm- when" I asked
"Right now" he said
"I don't know I'm not dressed" I said pointing out my footie pjs
"Then go get dressed" he said
I slowly went upstairs
That dude is wayyyy weirder then I am
I already put on makeup it was just eyeliner and mascara and lipgloss
I put on my skater skirt and Lacey pink top and let my hair lose
I jog downstairs and l walked downstairs
I wasn't even trying
"Let's go" he said

-

I freakin hate him that little bitch...okay so in the beginning of our date was good but then he said he has to
Go to the bathroom and right now I'm
Waiting for him
For 45 mins
I felt a tear falling down but I wiped it off

I got up and paid for the dinner and left I was outside of the Restaurant and saw Luke kissing Chelsea
I rolled my eyes and it was raining but Chelsea had a umbrella
My hair and makeup was wet I walked and walked and walked until I had walk to the building I looked up and they have a roof that you can go I stepped on the ladder and went up I sat on the ground and crossed my leg and cried
Why does he always plays me...MY LIFE sucks
I felt my phone go off
"what" I said angrily
"Hey it's luke, um where are you" he asked
"Not in the restaurant" I answered
"Why?" He asked
"Maybe Chelsea would love to have a date" I said
"shit...Jordan..Chelsea kissed" he asked
"45 minutes" I scream and sobbed
"...you know, you don't have to be in a date with me" I said quietly
"Listen Jordan-"
"Don't try" I screamed and hanged up

I got up stood at the edge and looked at ground
'Jump Jordan you got nothing to live for....just jump' I thought,

but part of me Wanted to live
"Jordan don't...you'll thank me later just dont' I thought

Next thing I know I jumped...I jumped and felt the air rustling my hair and gravity pushing me down hard and I hit the ground hard...
Everything went black...pitch black and silent