Only Love❤️

Chapter 26🌈

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आता नहीं यकीन, क्या से क्या हो गया
किस तरह मैं तुमसे बेवफा हो गया
इन्साफ कर दो, मुझे माफ़ कर दो
इतना ही कर दो करम
दिल दे दिया है, जान तुम्हें देंगे
दगा नहीं करेंगे सनम
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I still remember when I first saw her. She was looking so surreal in that fucking wedding dress. I don't want to marry her for my reasons for Rashmi but I couldn't deny the fact that , shenaaz has made a little place in my heart since the first day when I saw her and may be that was the reason that I have always remained cold to her.

On Our Wedding Night

I entered in the room and saw her sitting on the bed and my heart skipped a beat. But, I has to restrain myself for falling for her because I have made a promise to Rashmi.

I went toward her and pulled her up from her arm. In this process her dupatta slipped away from her head, showing her perfect face.[Goshh!! can I just say she is the most beautiful women I have seen in my life after my mother.] Still, I made my composure

"merese shadi krke tumhe voh toh mil gya joh tumhe chaiye tha voh h paise, naam aur shurat pr joh ek ladki ko ek shadi mein actually mein actually chaiye hota h na , pati ka pyaar aur repect voh tumhe mai kabhi nhi dunga.", I spatted on her face

She looked amused and stammered,"Maii maaine paisee ke liyee shaadii nnhii ki thiiii Sidharthjii"

[Fuck yeh sidharthji meri jaan lega, and I sure for this.]

But what did she said ke paise ke liye shadi nhi ki my foot, varna merese shadi krne ki wajah hi ky thi jabki puri media ne sab jagah kr rakha h that I am committed to Rashmi. Koi bhi ladki ko esa pati kyu hi chaiye hoga. She is lying for sure.

"Chup karo aur mere samne jhut mt bolna aaj ke baad.. Ab meri baat suno yeh divorce papers sign karo aur niklo meri zindagi se.", I said while taking out the papers from the side drawer.

"Mai aapko divorce nhi dungi na aaj na kl aur na hikabhi aur. Mere liye shadi janmo janmo ka Rishta h aapko nhi maana aap mt maaniye pr maine grandpa ko promise kiya aur isse mai pura krke dhikaugi", she said while her eyes filled with tears

"Divorce toh tumhe dena pade mai itna majbur kar dunga tumhe", I semi-yelled subsiding my urge to wipe that tear from her face."Ab jaao aur jaakr change krlo aur phir yaha aakr soo jana aur suno mai na unna admiyon mein se nhi hu joh tumhe bole ki couch pr soo jao ya mai couch pr soo jata hu. Bed bada h aur hum dono aram se soo sakte h. Aur vaise bhi tumhe torture krne ke mere pass aur bhi bhaur tarike h.", I said in a very icy cold tone.

Firstly, she nodded than said "divoce toh mai aapko nhi dungi aap chaeh kuch bhi kahe", saying so she went to change.

Kyu shenaaz tumne mna kiya tha ki mereko divorce nhi dogi toh kyu diya phir. Maine toh tumhe kayi baar needh mein bhi bolte hue suna h ki "sidharth ji nhi dungi aapko divorce" phir esa ky hua shenaaz. Mujhe abhi kuch time se toh realise hone lga tha ki Rashmi ka dhyaan rakhne ka promise kiya tha maine, yeh promise kabhi nhi kiya tha ki shadi karuga. Mai puri security ensure krta uski pr pyaar sirf tumse krta aur shadi bhi sirf tumse hi nibhata. Mujhe Mujhe pyaar hone lga tha tumse ya yeh kehlo ho toh bhut phle hi gya tha mai accept ab krne lga tha.

Yeh mujhe uss din realise hua jis din we consummate aur marriage. Uss din mujhe pta h tum thodi drunk thi pr inti bhi nhi kitumhe realise nhihue ki tumhare sath ho kya rha h aur you willingly summited to me.

That day:

I was at home when Shefali called me and said "sana ne uski capacity se zyda drink ki h aur ab uska gaadi chalana safe nhi h. Though voh keh rhi h voh khud chala legi but yeh safe nhi h. Meko bar ka dekhna h. Ky aap use lene aa sakte ho?"

"OKAY", I replied. WTF kyu pee h iss ladki ne itni ki gaadi bhi na chala paaye.

When I at the bar shenaaz was already standing outside, she was not looking much drunk but just little tipsy. I went near her

"shenaaz gaadi mein baitho aur ghar chalo", I said to her

"nhi jana kyu jaau. jab dekho jab order krte rehte ho shennaz yeh shenaaz voh, kabhi insaan pyaar se bhi baat kr leta h nhi pr aapko toh humesa aapni hi chalani hoti h.", she said grumpily.

I was so amused by her reply because it was the first time when she had refused me for something other that the divorec thing but she continued her ranting

"aap na aapko pyaar krna hi nhi aata. gay toh nhi ho aap.? Nhi voh toh kaise hoge aapki life mein Rashmi bhi toh h. Pr ky aaj aaj ke liye aap use bhulkr apni biwi maann kr pyaar nhi kr sakte", she said ever so cutely ki aaj deny nhi ho paya

"Ice-cream khane chalogi and then a drive", I said to her but to my surprise she started laughing at me with a mocking smile.

"Aapko pyaar ka mtlb bhi nhi pta" , she said amusingly and now I get to know ki yeh conversation kha jaa rhi h.

"nhi nhi pta aur jaana bhi nhi h tumgaadi mein baitho", I said and forcefully made her sat in the car.

"aapko pyaar ka mtlb bhi nhi pta mai toh uss pyaar ki baat kr rhi thi joh husband wife ke beech mein hota h. Yeh ghumne ghumane wala toh girlfriend boyfriend ke beech mein hota h"

She kept ranting this whole ride but when we reached home she said a line which hitted to my male ego.

"esa toh nhi aapko krna hi nhi aata.", saying so she started chuckling

"Mereko krna nhi aata. mai btata hu babygirl tumhe kaise hota h yeh sab.", After saying this I yanked her towards me and pushed her on my shoulder and carried her to the room.

We started making-out and I kissed her harshly, and said "Abhi bhi jaana h ki mujhe aata h ya nhi"

"hn", she said playfully.

"nhi shenaaz mai yeh nhi kr sakta. atleast tab nhi jab tum nashi mein ho thodi si bhi", I said pushing my all wild thoughts aside.

Sidarth ji mujhe please apna bna lo please. Aaj ke liye voh biwi wala haq dedo. I swear mai nhi hu itne nash emien ki mujhe yheb nhi pta chale ki mai kha hu ya kynhone wala h mere sath, she said in a very loving way.

That's it I couldn't control myself and she looses her virginity to me but the thing which everyone doesn't know is ki mai abhi apni virginity uss din shenaaz ko hi di thi.

Rashmi ka toh mujhe bhi nhi pta voh kha aur kisse pregnant hui. It's just that she told me one day that she is pregnant and because of that fucking promise to that person I decided ki uss baache ko mai apna naam dunga aur voh baacha mera hoga pr yeh mai kabhi shenaaz ko explain hi nhi kr paya.

Suddenly my phone rang which pulled me out of my thoughts and the first thing came in my mind was, Shennaz ke Shivji mujhe apni shenaaz se mila do please.

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