Only Love❤️

Chapter 31🌈

Hiii Lovelies!!!
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तुमको देखा तो ये ख़याल आया
ज़िन्दगी धूप तुम घना साया
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When all of them left, he turned towards me and said,"Kaisi ho biwi? Baby thik h? Agar tumhe vacation pr hi jana tha toh mujhe bol diya hota, ese akle chod kr jane ki ky jarurat thi hn?", his words were calm but I know yeh toofan se phele ki shanti h.

I don't know how to reply when he took dangerously slow steps and settled down on the couch infront of me.

"Shenaaz maine tumhe kha tha na rukne ko? Kha tha na hum ghar jaakr baat karege? Phir kyu nhi ruki tum? Esa bhi ky ho gya tha ki ek sham aur nhi nikal paayi tum uss ghar mein? Ek baar meri baat sunne ke liye hi ruk jaati yrr!", he said in a voice which completely stated that how much vulnerable he is feeling while saying those statements to me.

I don't know how to feel or reply when he is saying such things to me. It was completely unexpected that he can say such things to me.

Isn't he was supposed to be with Rashmi? Voh pyaar thi na Inka, ab ky hua h ab kyu aaye h mere pass? Ky chaiye inhe?

Suddenly his voice interrupted, "Bolo na shenaaz bass ek sham bhi tum mere sath bhi ruk paayi. Mai maanta hu I was a jerk to you pr ek sham toh mai deserve krta hi tha na?"

Ek sham Ek sham ky laga rakha h inhone. Mai ky pagal hu ky ese dikha rhe h kitna pyaar h mujhe. Bhaut ho gya ab he needs a befitting reply to shut his mouth

"Ky ek sham ek sham lga rakhi h aapne Sridharth ji. Mai pure do saal thi aapke sath. Jab aap unn do saal mein kuch nhi kr paaye toh ab ky hi krloge aap. Yeh sab baatein joh aap keh rhe h na kehne sunne mein aachi lgti h pr mujhe pta h iska aap 1% nhi feel krte ho. So, Mr. Shukla aap saaf saaf bataiye aapko ky chaiye", I said raising my voice a little from a normal tone.

"Shennaz Mai maanta hu ki do saal mein mai kabhi tumhe nhi feel karwa paaya pr pr aachi lagne lagi thi tum mujhe. Maine jab tumhe uss shadi ke jode mein dekha tha na, I knew it from that very moment ki mai tumse kabhi nafrat nhi kr paauga. I can never fucking hate you" saying this, his voice started getting wet.

At this point my mind has stop working and my heartbeat becomes fast. I am feeling like mai ek sapna dekh rhi hu aur abhi uthugi toh shefali aur sidhar dikhege.

Suddenly he again said,"Mai jaanta hu ki mai maafi ke layak nhi hu, pr please mujhe maaf krdo. Please. Mai jaanta hu yeh mushkil hoga pr pleasee."

That's it mood swings. But I am not in a mood to take this kind of nonsense things from hi now .

"Sorry Mr. Shukla bhaut bol liya h aapne. Mujhe pta h aapko abhi bhi mere liye kuch bhi nhi h . It's just that ki aapko apke baache ko lekr concern h. Toh yeh baach sirf Mera h. Agar hn iske papa hone ke naate ek baar hafte mein mil lijiye ga pr iske aage kuch nhi", I said in a very slow but stern voice.

"Shenaaz please meri baat sunlo mai.. mai nhi khona chahta hu tumhe ya mere baache ko. Merko yeh bhaut phele hi realise ho gya, infact jiss din tum gyi uss sham Mai sab kuch clear krne wala apne beech mein, humare beech mein saachi. Tumhare shivji ki kasam", he said in such a sincere voice

"Sidharth ji shivji ko inn sab mein, apne jhut mein mt laao. Aur khone ki baat aap na hi kare toh aacha hoga, kyuki aapne kabhi mujhe paya hi nhi tha. It was me jiski wajah se humra rishta chl rha tha. Voh mai thi joh sochti thi ki humare beech mein kuch ho sakta tha, hum normal couple ho sakte the pr nhi you never took that chance. Aap humesa rashmi ke sath hi rhe. Ab ky ho gya h? Kha h voh? Kyu nhi rehte uske sath? Kyu aaye ho aap mere pass? "