This was inspired by a comment :)
Enjoy the angst this might suck as it was Kinda rushed
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'How could I have been so careless!'
Cross mentally best himself. He was in his room.
'I'm a fucking idiot! Why did I do it!?'
You may be wondering what happened. Well, Cross had been.. Intimate with a certain skeleton, what shouldn't have happened, happened. Finding out that he was now carrying the offspring of said skeleton.
Nightmare.
'That can't be right! We're not inlove! How can this be possible!'
He groaned.
'We can't have a child! It's not possible! Nightmare doesn't...'
He paused.
'Nightmare...'
Shit. What the hell was he going to tell Nightmare of all monsters!
Nightmare wouldn't want this. Especially with Cross, how is it he had been so stupid. He doesn't love him. All Cross was to him was a subordinate, a pawn.... A toy.
The monochrome stood still for a moment before he decided to leave. He ran out of his room into one of the many living rooms. It was empty at the moment, the others might've been in their rooms. He didn't care as he opened the gates and left.
Once he had left the castle, he quickly teleported to a random AU, He couldn't think like this.
Dizziness took over him as he teleported.
It seemed the baby needed some of his magic.
As soon as his vision cleared, he took note of his surroundings; there was nothing but trees in sight. He didn't care to question it though, quickly sitting down infront of a tree.
"W-What am I going to do..."
Shakily sighing, he brought his knees to his chest.
"He isn't going to like this.."
'He's going to kill me..'
Cross felt tears escape his eyes.
God, he felt pathetic. Blaming himself.
Why wasn't he more careful?
Why didn't he stop Nightmare during those intimate moments?
Why did he let the other do as he pleased for so many nights?
Why did he love him..?
Nightmare never seemed to care.
'I'm just his toy..'
He thought.
'He doesn't love me..'
Which was true in Cross' world, Nightmare doesn't love him. He's made it clear time and again. Only using Cross as entertainment whenever he wanted.
Why would he want this kid?
'I didn't want this..'
He cried, hiding his face between his knees.
He couldn't take it anymore, and he passed out.
••••
Upon waking up, Cross groaned. But he took notice of where he slept. This didn't feel like the ground. His eyes shot open immediately, and he realized he was in a room.
'What..?'
He got up from the bed. Continuing to look around until he realized he was in the medics room, in the Castle.
'Dammit.'
Turning towards the door to leave, it quickly opened to reveal Nightmare.
Cross held his breath.
"Cross? How are you feeling."
The Dark Lord asked.
Cross gulped down hard.
"I'm feeling fine, S-Sir."
Nightmare raised a brow.
"......."
"Why were you outside of this realm, huddled under a tree?"
"O-Oh, no reason, M'Lord."
Cross knew that his attempts to drown his negative emotions were futile.
"Really now.."
Nightmare started walking up to him.
"Your emotions say otherwise."
Cross backed up.
'Please, not now...'
The taller had backed Cross into a corner.
"I figured something interesting considering your reaction."
Nightmare raised a hand and held the smallers jaw gently.
Cross' breath hitched.
"I wish to know, you ran away from here in a hurry, I know that much. What are you hiding."
His grip tightened just alittle bit as he spoke sternly.
Cross whined. Tears pricked his eyes. He silently panicked.
'He's gonna kill me. He's going to throw me out. He's going to abandon me.'
'Like everyone else did'
"....."
Cross really had nothing left did he...
Tears fell down the monochrome pale cheekbones.
Nightmare raised a brow. He seemed amused at the sight.
"Please don't hurt me..."
"Hurt you? Button that depends on what you're hiding."
He now gripped the smallers jaw. A serious look in his cyan eye.
"Now. Tell me. Don't make me find out myself."
"Can I ask you something f-first?..."
The smaller gently tried to take Nightmares' hand from his jaw as it started to hurt.
The taller seem to allow it.
"Cross an-"
"W-Why is it you..sleep with me? I-its n-not out of l-love, i-is it."
Warm tears continued to fall from his face.
Nightmare snarled.
Cross merely held his head low.
"I'm pregnant.."
There, he said it.
He didn't dare look up from the ground, letting his tears fall. Scared of what comes next.
Nightmares tendrils stood still as he spoke.
"What..."
He growled.
Cross didn't say anything. He merely sighed.
Until a tendril stabbed right through the wall beside him. Missing him by an inch.
Oh yea. He felt he was gonna die.
"N-Night--"
He got cut off as Nightmare grabbed his jaw tightly, Cross yelped in pain.
"Tell me you're lying..."
Cross shook his head, all he could do at the moment. His tears continued to flow.
Nightmare looked him up and down before he snarled.
A tendril wrapped its around Cross' neck. His eyes widened.
"You either get rid of that thing if you know what's good for you."
Cross clawed at the tendril.
"Before I find a way and do it for you!"
With that, he dropped Cross. Who struggled to breathe for a moment.
Nightmare turned to leave, but Cross spoke.
"This is not all my fault.."
He gritted his teeth as he spoke weakly.
"You have no one to blame but yourself for this! It was because of you were here in the first place!"
Nightmare growled.
"Because the love I bared for you was so g-great! I trusted myself with you.. even if it hurt to know you never felt the same..."
Silence for a moment, but only for a moment.
"Make your decision fast, Cross, before I do it for you."
With that he left. Leaving the monochrome paralyzed on the floor.
'What am I going to do...'
