The Club / Yoonmin FF

62

Yoongi was lucky, someone had lunch prepared, all they had to do was fill their plates and eat.

Yoongi was in such a good mood. He loved Jimins duality. Like the Jimin from the pool and the one now are two different people.
He was so cute and shy now.
Adorable.

He started feeding him because he still couldn't relax and forget about the maids. He told him all kinds of funny and embarrassing stories from him and JK when they were kids.
Finally it made him laugh and relax.

"Come with me and sign the addendum, then we go cuddle, ok?" Jimin nods and follows him to his office.

Yoongi had already everything prepared and Jimin read quickly through it and signed. It went to the rest of the contract in the black folder. And that was that.

Yoongi took his hand and walked with him upstairs. They got comfortable on the bed, cuddled and watched a movie.

Jimin fell asleep. Maybe it was some aftermath from yesterday or just the comfort and coziness.

Yoongi carefully left the bed, trying not to disturb him. He took his phone and texted Tae and Jin to meet him in his office.

***

Yoongi sat in his office drinking his coffee talking to Tae. They were waiting for Jin. He sat behind his desk and now wished he also had a couch in here to make that talk less bossy and more visitors friendly.

Jin showed up looking a little tousled.
Yoongi smirks at him. Tae laughed.
"Yeah. Yeah. I know. Just ignore me." Jin just waved it away. "Whats up, Yoongi?"
He asks without further ado.

"I wanted to talk to you guys about Jimin. He is still off. What ever happened yesterday is still hovering over him. Did you talk to him?" Yoongi asks Tae.

Tae sighs.

He gives Yoongi a compassionate look.
"I think i know what triggered it." He bites his lips. "You won't like it."

Jin looks at him surprised. Yoongi frowned. "Just tell us." He also had a suspicion but hoped he was wrong.

"Jimin loves you." He started.
Yoongi eyes went big, his heart flutters.
"But his traumatized brain can't handle it. He is afraid. So afraid that he shuts every thought in that direction down." Tae continues looking sad.

"But why?" Jin asks.
"I don't know for sure. I think it has to do with losing control and independence. Being in love makes you very vulnerable. What if Yoongi hurts him then, it would kill him. Blocking everything is a self preservation mechanism."

"I would never hurt him." Yoongi whispers. His chest hurts.

"Jimin lives in a world where everyone could always hurt him. He doesn't trust anyone. Like grandma said. His wall is thick and tall. You cracked it a little and let love in and now he has a whole new fear."

Yoongis head falls into his hands.
He doesn't know what to do with that information. Thats worse than what he thought.
He was happy to know that Jimin loved him but it broke his heart to see him struggle so much because of it.

Jin saw how overwhelmed Yoongi was and took over.
"I think its safe to say that we all want him to get better." He started. "We all play different rolls in his life and help in our way but I still think he should start seeing a professional therapist."

"He might not like that." Tae said carefully. "Yeah. Thats why i will tell him. Im his older brother, he will listen." Jin says  "I will go with him if he needs that, but he has to go."

Yoongi was somewhat grateful for scary Jin right now.
Jin knew Yoongi couldn't do it and took over. He smiled at him slightly.
"I will call our family doctor, maybe he has a recommendation. I will send all the information to you, ok?"
Yoongi says to Jin. "Just tell me what you need. I will make it happen."

Jin nods at him. "Is that all?" He asks looking at Tae and Yoongi.
"Whats the rush, Jin?" Tae asks him smiling "Why don't you stay and chat with us a little longer?"

Jin scoffs.
"No thank you. I got a god like man in my bed waiting for me right now." He gets up and to the door.
"See you at dinner.....maybe."

Yoongi watched him leave like a diva and shook his head. Who thought Namjoon could tame that scary, crazy, tall man.
Unbelievable.

He heard Tae laughing. "Your friend must be magical." He looked at Yoongi.
"Jin went on one date with him and now he calls him god like."

Yoongi had to laugh too.
"I'm glad they found each other. Namjoon deserves lots of love, he is such a great guy."
Yoongi shrugged his shoulders "Even if its from Jin."

Tae snorts than laughs "Jin is great, scary and extra, sure, but great. He will shower him with love in his own way. And noone is more loyal and determined. I would even bet that those two get married soon."

Yoongi looks surprised.

Tae gets up too and leaves. "See you at dinner. " Yoongi grunts as a reply.

He is still in thought.

JK and Namjoon could get married soon.

Amazing.

Yoongi has never thought about marriage.

Yoongi never even considered a relationship. That what he had with Jimin was the closest thing to a relationship and its only that way because of the contract.

If he wanted to move their relationship into something real he would have to get rid of the contract.

Yoongi was afraid that Jimin would leave him right there and then.

He sighs and lays his head into his arms on the desk.

Sure, there was a possibility that he would stay with him but he was not ready to find that out just yet.