The Club / Yoonmin FF

64

Doctor Jung himself waited for them to greet them personally. He is well aware who Yoongi is.

Yoongi shook his hand and introduced Jimin and Jin to him.

They all sat down in the doctors office. Jimin very close to Yoongi who held his hand trying to reassure him constantly.

Dc Jung asked a couple questions about their relationship and why they are here to get started.
Jimin couldn't really answer so Jin told as good as he could that what he knows.
Yoongi told him his version and pointed out that he should also talk to Tae since he knows everything best.

They talked about what they wanted to achieve during the process. Jimin was quite during most of it. It was already overwhelming.

The doctor had heard and seen enough for now to understand the problem now he just has to figure out a way to help Mr. Mins boyfriend.

"Is it ok if i talk to Jimin alone for a minute?" He asks Jin and Yoongi who nod and leave the room.
Jimin is so nervous. He bites his lips.

"Why are you here, Jimin?" The doc asks him.
Weird question, Jimin thought. Had he not listened to them earlier?

Why is he here?

"I want a normal life without panic attacks." He answers honestly.

The doctor humms.
"Do you think you will be able to talk to me alone or do you need someone in the room with you?"
Jimin thinks. Jin will always accompany him here but does he need to be right beside him, hear everything?"

"I will try alone." He answers. "Jin will always be with me just in case."
The doc nods.

"Jimin, my approach is a little different then others but my success rate is high. I would like to set up two regular appointments for you. One is therapy the other is training."
Jimin looks at him surprised. Training?

The doc smiled and explained
"Whatever we find out during therapy we will use in training, for example when we find something that triggers a panic attack we will use this knowledge to train you to overcome that trigger. We will also strengthen your mental health as a whole." He shows him some flyers and booklets.

"Take them with you and read them. I think everyone should do that, you can do it together with your partner or brother, however you like." Jimin listens carefully.

"And last but not least i want you to find something physical to do once or twice a week. So many people sadly have no idea how beneficial sports are for mental health. So, as part of the therapy, find something physical you like and do it at least once, better twice a week."

Jimin nods.
So far he liked what he is hearing.
The doctor called Yoongi and Jin back in and informed them quick to what they agreed to.

He set appointments for Wednesdays and Fridays late afternoon every week. Jin would go with him to the normal appointments and Yoongi will do the strengthening thing with him.

Jimin would also bring Tae to the next therapy session to complete the picture of the outside perspective and the rest is up to him.
They all shook hands again and left the building.

***

At Min mansion.

Yoongi could feel Jimin relax as soon as they entered home. He smiled at him "You did good and i think the doc will take good care of you. What do you think Jin?"
Jin smiled too. "He made a good first impression. I checked him out online while we waited, everyone highly recommended him. Lets hope for the best." He gave Jimin a quick Kiss on the forehead.

Before they could separate in their rooms Yoongi told Jin that he wanted to meet him and Namjoon later in his office.
Jin nods at him and disappears.

Yoongi followed Jimin in their room. The Kang situation is still haunting him. Jimin not wanting to cause trouble is haunting him. So many others not speaking up is haunting him.

"Jimin baby, come here." He says quietly.
Jimin looks at him to see whats up and comes closer. Yoongi lifts him up quickly and sits with him on his lap on the couch.

Jimin giggles at that surprising move.
Yoongi buried his head in Jimins neck while his arms wrap thigh around him.

"Baby, you worried me today. " Yoongi mumbles lowly into his neck. Jimin turns "Why?"
Yoongi looks at him.
"I want to protect you and a can protect you but you didn't let me." Yoongi says with his husky voice
"You have to tell me when something is up. Dont be afraid. Don't run. I can help, i will always help. You will never cause trouble. Please, baby. Whatever it is, you can always talk to me."

Jimin sighs. "Yoongi, baby, i know all that." He started, surprising his boyfriend with the pet name. "But its hard to act on that knowledge after years in pain and fear."

He kisses him. "I'm not always in control of my actions, a lot of it is instinct and prevention."

He smiles at him. "It will get better. I will get better, just hang in there a little longer." Jimin leaned into him again, softly playing with Yoongis hair.

Jimins words surprised him. Especially that last sentence. Its almost was like a promise for a future together.

Yoongi sighs and relaxes.
Jimin is right.
Knowing something and acting on it are two different things. Jimin is managing as good as he can. He has to work with that and be more careful with Jimins surroundings.

Someone knocked at the door.
"Namjoon is here." They heard Jin say.

"I got to go talk to them, baby. Will you survive a little while without me?" He peppers little kisses over Jimins beautiful face.

Jimin smiles at him.
"Barely." He replies.
Yoongi laughs and kisses him deeply.
"Same."