Chapter 70: frak it

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Meredith's standpoint






Immediately he successfully dragged me to his bedroom, his lips came crashing down on mine all of a sudden, so sudden I nearly fell, but he caught me by the small of my back. I tried to stabilize myself and control my racing heart so I could handle the force he was using. He was kissing me like there was no tomorrow and as if the only thing he was thinking about was pinning me to the bed and smashing me to his satisfaction.

My eyes widened, Aaron not figuratively, I repeat, not figuratively ripped my dress apart. My beautiful dress, we just met each other and she died so soon. He's a wolf! If there was ever any doubt that he had a wild side locked up in there, it was proven at that moment. He moved me backward to the bed which I couldn't see and pushed me down onto it. Almost immediately, he climbed on the bed, took my clutch, and flung it to the end of the bed before he started taking his clothes off while kneeling over me.

"Aaron, I'm not ready for this, I was joking," I tried to reason. He murmured something before he came down on me again, kissing me and ripping off the remainder of the dress. I panicked, I really did because the next thing I knew, I pushed him off me and ran to his bathroom, making sure I grabbed my bag. I immediately rang the girls, I needed serious confidence boosting.

"Come online," I commanded and hung up. I did that for all of them before our meeting started.

Chelsea: What is this all about?

Me: I freaked out! I freaked out and locked myself in the bathroom! I am terrified!

Autumn: ha! We won, Chelsea! They all owe us three thousand dollars!

Constance: Meredith, what are you, five?!

Gaia: how did I not see this coming?!

Autumn: because you are blind, duh.

Chelsea: Merrie needs our help, remember?

Autumn: the fuck she does! She's not a baby, Chelsea. Why the hell would she run away from a hot guy?

Gaia: I know right? That's low-key stupid, Merrie.

Constance: after everything we taught you, you still messed up. For shame.

Brianna: you guys, stop making her feel bad and just help her!

Autumn: oh, right. Look, Merrie, I know you are terrified and uncertain but I want you to know that life is a risk. Everything is a risk. Scientists take risks when they try to treat new diseases, explorers do the same when they discover something new. If no one takes the risk, nothing will ever be done in this life.

Gaia: What does risk have to do with this?

Autumn: sh, I'm vibing. Don't hush my thunder.

Chelsea: what that idiot is trying to say is that you have to let your fear go and just let your Leo side out. I know it's scary but it has to happen at some point. Sure, you don't want to live like that but you don't expect to find the perfect relationship if you don't put yourself out there and if you don't try. Do you expect the one perfect relationship to just show up if you don't try?

Autumn: and let's say he sleeps with you and later leaves you, then frak that, frak the consequences because life goes on. From there you try another relationship to the next to the next and more next until you find the right man. Look at me, I didn't just get Cai, I tried different weird species before I got him.

Chelsea; me too. (Smiling emoji) Yes, it is ridiculously a lot of pressure but you just have to let it go. Don't chicken out of it.

Me: what if it's painful?

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