#Entry 17

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Jan/19/2024 [Friday 8:46AM]

Today, the public schools were cancelled so the bus driver wasn't working today. So I didn't go to school just like yesterday.

I'm going to be honest, I have no energy to even go anywhere.. especially not school. I have been feeling... Odd.

I can't tell what it is.. but, I feel more.. how do I say this. . . "Sadistic? and Possibly crazy?".... I don't know what to do with my life anymore.

I feel tired. I haven't slept the whole night. I don't know why. But, lately everyone has been.. annoying... Very annoying.

My dad told me that I woke up yesterday twice.. but, I don't remember waking up two times last night.... I'm kind of confused but, I think that he was dreaming or something..

I saw a few symbols on the floor on the street... One of them looked like the operator symbol... I don't know who is drawing this and I don't know if it's a coincidence.. or if it's a sign. I also found a few bruises on my knee's when I woke up.

I don't know if it's too visible, on camera it's not too visible but in real life it's a bit more visible

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I don't know if it's too visible, on camera it's not too visible but in real life it's a bit more visible.. (don't ask about why I took a picture of my leg. 💀.. I just need to show ✨ThE prOof✨)

I keep seeing shadow figures.. I'm getting used to them, they don't scare me or freak me out too much anymore

Also about the.. "sadistic and more cruel" part. Well.. mom tripped yesterday and I didn't help at all, I didn't care if she hurt herself.. I'm confused on why I'm acting like this.. I was nice at first. But, now I'm kind of just turning into a depressed teenager with extreme anger issues.

My Harm OCD has gotten worse.. (Harm OCD: harm OCD is a disorder that makes someone have consent violent thoughts towards people or themselves.. Google it. I'm not good at explaining stuff.) I keep having these.. sadistic and sick thoughts, the headaches are getting worse. I'm begging my mom to take me to the doctor but, she doesn't take me... I feel paranoid, nervous and uneasy..

I could have sworn I saw a tall shadow figure for a second last night when I was in the backyard.. it was in the corner of my eye...

Okay I'm going to end it here because, I'm so fucking tired. I haven slept all night. Bye.

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