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(Mar/21/2024)             [Thursday, 8:43PM]

..okay so update on everything. Turns out I won't be going to school tomorrow, because there is no bus and because I'm sick.

And to top all of that "good" stuff. My parents had an accident. My mom broke her leg and got rashes. My dad got a lot of rashes around his body.. when he came back from the hospital he had bandages around his arms. Then the next day on Wednesday, he took off the bandages.. I just saw blood on the bandages and.. how.. his skin looked like it had been peeled off. I don't know how to explain it but, he had a LOT of injuries, My mom is worse. She's still in the hospital. (When I heard about the news, I'ma be honest I didn't even cry.. i was just a little concerned)

However, apparently since he wasn't at fault in the accident.. Dad says that since they had that accident.. they are going to get a lot of money.. about.. 50 million dollars or more possibly? I don't know.

I'll be honest, besides the accident and all that stuff.. I have honestly never felt so alone in My life, i genuinely don't like this feeling.. It reminds me of something from the past that I won't talk about, i genuinely feel alone and hurt. I'm trying not to have a mental breakdown right now, because my dad is right next to me but, I'll be honest, I just want to fucking cry. Could be My depression getting worse again..

Well.. uh.. anyways, i think I had a dream again.. i don't remember anything but, I do remember being outside my house and in front of me, there was a pile of leaves and then when I destroyed the pile of leaves, there were a lot of operator symbols drawn on the ground.

I'll see if I can visit my mom tomorrow at the hospital.. she has this.. metal thing on her leg, when my dad went to visit her, he took a few pictures. She had a few rashes on her belly and her leg was bleeding a bit (probably because of the surgery they did on her)

But, she says that it doesn't hurt as much anymore.. hopefully she gets better soon.

Well.. I think I am also a little bit too obsessed with slenderman.. um.. well I'ma just say that. I keep non stop thinking about him, he's in my mind almost 24/7, i keep drawing him and the operator symbol.. literally almost everywhere i go.. (in the classroom, on the computer, in my notebook at home, on my desk, ect. Even My eraser has an operator symbol on it)..

And because of how much i have been obsessing with him.. Well, I'm getting worse, the coughing fits are back and I'm feeling VERY tired. (+ Severe amnesia)

I also almost forgot to say that, yesterday I found a weird mark on my leg. At first I thought it was another bruise but, it didn't hurt when I touched it.. it's just a mark. A dark mark. It looks similar to a bruise but darker.. i don't know what the fuck it is but, hopefully its nothing bad. - Hellen/Ollie

Edit: i managed to get a photo.. (WARNING!!.. if you are sensitive to blood, do not look at the photo.)


















(My dad's wound is healing but dw he says that it doesn't hurt as much anymore

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(My dad's wound is healing but dw he says that it doesn't hurt as much anymore..)

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