Solace
I kissed him. It was my first time…kissing a man. I don’t know how much confidence I have knowing that I have no experience when it comes to this. He didn’t budge at all when I brushed my lips into his lips. Nanatili lang siyang nakatayo at hinahayaan na halikan ko siya.
Kumunot ang noo ko nang hindi talaga siya gumagalaw. I rested my hand on his nape and stared at him. I could smell the alcohol in his mouth and I wanted to taste more of it.
I leaned closer to him. “Open your mouth.” I said.
Nagtaas siya ng kilay. I felt his arms snaked around my body and we were so close to each other. He chuckled and parted his lips. I tiptoed and tilted my head to better kiss him. And in one swift move, I felt my lips moving, sucking and nibbling his lower lip. Just when I was about to get the feeling and sensation when I heard his small chuckle. Ano ba ‘to? Kanina pa ‘to masaya ah. Tumigil ako dahil doon.
“Are you done?” tanong niya at hindi ko ‘yon maintindihan.
I still want more of him! Napayuko ako nang makaramdam ng hiya. Maybe, he knew I was really unexperienced in kissing that’s why he wanted to stop.
“Open your mouth and stick out your tounge." he said and looked at me like he was so lost. "I'll suck it."
Umawang ang labi ko nang marinig ang sinabi niya. It felt like it was his time to shine. He touched my chin and lifted my head and attacked me with kisses. Mariin at mapusok. It was slowly aggressive. Nanuyo ang lalamunan ko nang malanghap at malasahan ang alak sa labi niya. His tounge went his way and tasted every corner of my mouth. I saw him closing his eyes and that’s when I knew I should close my eyes too. I tried to imitate what he was doing.
Nilagay niya ang kamay sa likod ng ulo ko para igaya sa ginagawa. Binibigyan niya ng diin ang pagkakahawak sa ulo ko para mas lalo niya akong mahalikan. He thrusted his tounge inside my mouth and I was addicted to it! When he found my tounge, I immediately responded to him. Napahawak ako sa matigas niyang braso nang maramdam ang pagkahina ng tuhod ko.
“Hmm…” I couldn’t help my voice! It came out suddenly. Bakit? Kasi sobrang nasasarapan ako sa halik niya. Nakakabaliw at nakakawala ng huwisyo. I haven’t been kissed for ages and my kisses was nothing compared to him. Maybe because his was more invasive and assertive.
Gusto ko siya…masarap siyang humalik.
I can feel his hands groped my butt and pressed it to his body. I can feel his bulge on my stomach when he did it. Nakaawang ang labi ko nang iwan niya ito at diretsong humalik sa leeg ko. Nasabunutan ko siya nang maramdaman ang kiliti sa tiyan ko at ipinasok ang kamay niya doon. I heard him smirked and slowly pulled my hair to give him a better access on my neck.
It was the best feeling. It was better than anything else. Nakaramdam ako ng kung ano sa tiyan ko habang malaya siyang ginagawa ang gusto niyang gawin. I could let him fuck me, right here, right now! Natigilan ako nang maalalang baka hinihintay na ako ni Cyle! Dinilat ko ang mata at pinanood siya sa paghalik sa leeg ko. I wanted him to stop but my body couldn’t stop resisting him.
Lumakbay ang halik niya sa leeg ko paangat sa mukha ko. His kisses were electrifying and I have a hard time breathing. I know I was already losing my sanity because of him. Namilog ang mata ko na sa gitna ng ginagawa niya ay naramdaman ko ang umbok niya sa pantalon.
Tumigil siya ng ilang segundo at namula ako nang halikan niya ako sa pisngi. He cupped my cheeks and gave me a peck on my lips after that. Napakurap ako do’n nang ma-realize ang ginawa niya. It felt like the kiss he gave me on my cheeks were more meaningful to me. Bakit gano’n?
