Lila Amanda, Catherine Williamson, sister to Leah Williamson, signs for Arsenal after playing for Manchester City.... Finds it hard to fit in where sister is so well known...... Will she manage to take the pressure?
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~~~~~~~~~ (What Lilas rose and barb wire tattoo look like (its on her arm too) later on in the story) ~~~~~~~~~ Its been a few weeks
Its a week before they go to Lioness Camp at SGP
Lila has been self harming lately, cutting her inner thighs and sometimes her wrists
She's been doing it for at least a while, she hasn't told anyone, not even Chloe. She's also started making herself puke again but not often
Lila wakes up at 5am and gets ready to do her morning workout
Once she's stretched she does her usual workout and then moves to the pull up bar, she does about 25 pull ups feeling confident she can do more than 15
Lila then has a shower, after she's done she gets out and dries herself off before looking herself in the mirror, she breathes in her stomach hating how she feels and looks
She looks at her wrists and thighs which have scars from old cuts and scabs from new ones
Lila: * sighs heavily* Pathetic.
Lila gets dressed as the Arsenal girls have a week off training due to Lioness Camp the following week (Lilas wearing a black Nike Sports bra with her baggie Man City hoodie over it, with black Nike leggings and white Nike Airforces) once she's done she ties her hair back into a high pony tail
Lila then goes downstairs to find Leah sat with Beth, Jordan and Viv and some of the other Arsenal girls
Lila goes into the kitchen and gets herself a drink before mindlessly scrolling on her phone, on Instagram
She sees a video of tattoo ideas
Lila: Leah, what would you think about me getting a tattoo? Leah: Depends on where you get it really. Why? Lila: I want to get one. Katie: They can be really addictive love. Lila: I don't care. Plus its one tattoo. Leah: We can get one this week once you decide what you want Lils. Lila: I already know what I want. Beth: Oh yeah? What do you want to get? Lila: The Man City Logo. Sorry girls and Leah but City has a special place in my heart. It always has. Leah: Think of something else sis. We can't have people seeing that you'll get hate for it. Lila: Fine. Leah: Look up some ideas and get back to me yeah? Lila: Yeah alright.
Lilas phone goes off
Its Georgia
Lila answers and goes to her room
Over the phone:
Georgia: Bestie..... I miss you. Lila: I miss you more G.
They talk
Lila: I really want a tattoo. Georgia: Of what and where? Lila: On my arm. Georgia: And what? Lila: So you know Selena Gomez has that song "Wolves". Georgia: Yeah. Lila: I want to quote one of the lyrics on my arm. The one where it says "I've been down the darkest alleys, saw the dark side of the moon" Or I was thinking another song quote by Sia. Where it goes "Yeah let's be clear I'll trust no one. You did not break me. I'm still fighting for peace." like in cursive writing on my forearm. Georgia: I say go for the Sia one. Lila: I was thinking that too. Georgia: Send me a picture of it after. Lila: Ok girlie. Georgia: I gotta go, but I love you and miss you so much. Lila: Love you too. Miss you more. Georgia: Bye Lils. See you next week for the beginning of Euros. Lila: See you.
