kiss me - webbert/jahnnie

4 - sorry

(Jake's POV)

TW!!: SH

I was sitting up in my bed. I'd just woken up from my nap and now realized it was 4:00 am. Wow, pretty early. I guess I should see if Johnnie's awake. He usually stays up pretty late.

I walked out of my room and over to johnnie's, lightly knocking on his door. Yet again, no response. Its now or never. I should just get over this right now. I opened his door...

Johnnie was laid down on the bed asleep, his arm covered in blood and cuts, a bloody pocket knife lying next to him. Holy fuck. What happened?

I rushed over to him, gently picking up his arm in my hands. "Johnnie! Wake up! What the fuck?" I exclaimed. Johnnie slowly opened his eyes, hurrying into a sitting position once he saw the situation in front of him.

"Shit, shit. No, Jake! It's fine." Johnnie said as he pulled his arm away from me.

"No, Johnnie! It's not fine! This could get infected. I just want to help you!"

Tears started to well up in johnnie's eyes. "I'm sorry." Johnnie mumbled through sobs. "Don't be. None of this is your fault." I tried to reassure him.

Johnnie rested down into my lap, sobbing into my shirt. He cried into my shirt, staining it with tears and makeup. Not that I cared about that. All I cared about was Johnnie.

I held him tight to me, almost as if I was scared he would run away from me. A couple stray tears slipped out of my eyes as well. Why did he do this to himself? Surely I couldn't have been the one that caused this.

It must've been something that happened the night of the party. When he came running up to me, tears in his eyes, makeup running down his face. He looked so sad, almost scared.

As johnnie's sobs faded out, I could hear slight snores coming from him. He must be sleeping. I looked down at him. His tear stained face looked so calm now. I wish it would stay like this...

I ended up falling asleep myself, leaning back into his bed as Johnnie snuggled into my waist. I wish we could stay like this forever.

There was no way I could deny this.

I was falling deeply in love with Johnnie Guilbert.

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Sorry for such a short chapter 😭

Next one will be MUCH longer. I will probably upload it soon, a little bit later.

Emotional chapter ):

Word count: 420