Love can be so nice

Jace?

"Jace?" I said confused "yeah he's my new employee uhm he came all the way from New York sooo pretty cool, what's wrong?" he said and then I saw him, his blue eyes and his fluffy curly blonde hair "Lana?" he said in shock "you guys know each-"  "uhm you know what Mark? I think we should meet up somewhere else were you can help me, uhm ill come pick you up tomorrow how about that yeah?" I said cutting him off  panicking "why not here? are you okay?" he said worried "yeah I'm totally fine but  ill pick you up tomorrow after you finish work byeee" I said running off the store.

"Lana wait wait!!!" I could hear Jace running behind me but I kept running "please wait I can explain Lana please stop I'm tired!" he said and I stopped running, we were in a creepy  hall you could call it, between two buildings "what do you want to explain Jace! there's no explanation for what you did after you promised a million times!" I said tearing  up "yes there is, look I'm very sorry for leaving you but I was and I am scared!!" he said in the verge of tears "scared, scared of what!?!?" I said "scared of falling in love with you Lana!!! is that what you wanted to hear huh yes I liked you a lot and I was scared of falling in love with out noticing I was in love but I never said anything okay!!"

My heart dropped "what?" I said out of breath from yelling , my sweaty hair in my face "yes I'm sorry Lana, I would love us to be friends again I'm so sorry I really am I was just extremely horrified of what you would think if I told you that that's why I left and left to the weirdest country so you could never find me or at least I though, wait why are you even here? did you go to Lo-" "stop talking okay! you talking wayyy to fast  I was not looking for you and yes I did go to London, but I cant trust you with my secrets anymore Jace" I said "Lana I'm so sorry but please don't do this to me, I'm sorry I really am, I had my reasons and I'm sorry I lied to you but this was something we've been planning since you got to foster care and I really need to know I'm your best friend Lana I know everything about you, you secrets, you favorite color, your favorite food everything just please" he said 

"Were not friends Jace......were history......but if you help me find my mom I can let you in my secret... just so you know I'm not scared of killing you just because we had history..... I can kill you right this instant and you wont know" I said "yes ma'am, I can help I know France like the back of my hand even though I've only lived here 2 and a half months" he said

"Ok so my mom lives here right now, she's alive, I went to London and found one of her old best friends since the first grade, her husband helped me find exactly what country my mom lived in and he has friends that know her, and that's your boss Mark, that's why I was at the cafeteria" I said "that really weird though, maybe she really didn't want you to find her because France?"

"yeah that's why I thought but I have questions for her and I need answers, after that she can leave me, tell me more about you, where have you been staying??" I asked him "I've been sleeping in a pantry inside the cafeteria and I shower and change at my bosses house" he said "ok....." I said a little nastied out 

"Well, what do need help in?" He said "ok so let's go in the cafeteria again and ask Mark where my mom lives" I said "ok..... can I give you a hug?, I really missed you, I- I won't ask you anymore for one" he said "fine" I said hugging him, he placed his hands around my waist and I placed my hands around his neck "I really missed you and I'm so sorry Lana" he said breaking the hug "I wanted to ask if you feel the same way as me?" he said "uhmm.......Jace I'm sorry but I don't, we can only be partners to find my mom and maybe after that we will part I'm sorry  I guess".

"its okay" he said trying to hide his sadness, but its true I don't love Jace....that would be awful