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So as you all know I barley....ever...post. like ever 😢😱😬. There's reasons and causes behind this which I have in my notes, which I will now go ahead and copy and paste. Please hold
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okay so I have posted in awhile for many reasons.
One: writers block — after that huge ass break of not writing for months I've grown apart from writing. I have no ideas, no reasons to write, and no want to write. Writers block is quite common for me but not so common to where I can't even think of ideas or even want to write.
Two: Tokyo revengers — when tokyo revengers finally came to an end it died very quickly, quicker then expected honestly. Then again I've slowly died down from it. I had a–honestly—a very unhealthy bad obsession with it, in my opinion. I've grown far from the anime/manga along with the fandom. Though I still do enjoy the manga and do find it interesting and entertaining, I no longer get the feeling and love that I once had for it.
Three: friend issues — one of my closest online friends and I have slowly been driving apart due to his mental health. My worry for him is growing by the days. A few weeks ago he seemed to have lashed out at me due to a joke I made, throwing shit on me. He had said stuff that had actually made me worry more and start feeling a bit bad about myself due to my actions.
(Yall update: we got into a vent convo and we made up now 😭🙏)
Four: Writing — i look back at my old writing now and find it honestly cringe or just not good. But then when I write now I also fill as if ive just fallen completely off and forget how to write. Though many people have other opinions and I could be overthinking. But in the end I will always dislike my writing and how I word things.
——— Alright go ahead and read all that
Also update to three, we're not even friends anymore and he practically made me bawl out my eyes like crazy. (He didn't do anything like bad bad, we just weren't rlly supposed to be friends yknow)
Uhm so yeah, I'm not saying I'm ending this. I might still post every once in awhile yknow. But I do need to say a huge thank you to everyone who likes my writing and has supported me throughout my writing wattpad fan fiction journey. I've come a long way and have truly leveled and became better at writing throughout this all. It meant a lot to me, and still does to see comments and votes and even just to say another read on one of my fan fics. I truly cannot thank anyone enough.
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Might move on to other Mangas and animes, who knows. Where ever the wind takes me.
