I slammed the door shut as I burst out into tears. I slid down against the wall as my hands covered my face. I was controlling my tears before, but now I let the floodgates open. My cries turned louder as my heart wrenched in agony. What I thought was true, the happy ending...turned out to leave me in pain like usual. I should be used to this. Even if there was something good in my life, it wouldn't last for long. Maybe that's what fate had written for me......
Pain...and....Tears...My companions, in dark times, they would rise. Meaning that they were with my most of the time. Maybe I wasn't all alone like I thought. Those things wouldn't leave me would they. The feeling of insecurity rose again as I remembered what happened. That made it worse as I sobbed harder, hugging my knees, curling up into a ball. Somehow if I made myself feel super small, I would feel better.
Turns out that it worked, as the sobs subsided slowly. I sniffled, wiping the tears on my cheek. Rising out of the little corner, I walked to the bathroom to wash my face. The freezing cold water brought some energy that I lost from all the crying.
I always reminded myself not to get hurt by the world, but no matter what it always did. I could never take the incident that happened lightly. I took it to heart each & every time. It was like stabbing and twisting my own heart with the arrow of love. Pushing it deeper and deeper inside. It was painful. Love was pain wasn't it?.....
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Left behind
RomanceA story of love when it was least expected.... Shivani and Surya fell in love and wanted to get married. But just a couple days before their dream wedding, something big happened. Leaving Shivani's heart broken into pieces and her life on shambles...
