What is expected of me?

Easter break/Practice/K-drama

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AT HOME

When I got home the first thing I did was going up to my bedroom, I was so tired.

I saw the computer was still there I opened it, and I saw the audition for JYP....

I think this was just a phase, what really is making me happy, is helping others Kpop is a good music genre and all the idols are super talented but, I dont think this is for me. I thought.

I can dance, no one said dance is only for Kpop idols. I want to become a doctor, screw what people think, like Wonyoung once said

"No problem, I don't care you are you, I am me" I said out in my room.

EASTER BREAK (AT HOME)

I woke up gasping after air.....It was juts a nightmare Karina calm down, calm down.

I looked over at my phone it was 5.00AM, then I put my phone back on the table beside my bed, but its like the person who made the phone, made it like you can never take your eyes off it.

I looked trough my phone, I had gotten a notification from Bella, well it was a voice message, but same thing.

I had received it around 3.30AM.

I played it.

"Hi Karina, you are probably sleeping right now, but I have something I gotta tell you, remember that day we talked at school, the day I told you I wanted to become an actor? well my parents were right, signing, acting overall just being famous isn't the greatest thing, you never know when it will end, you never know when people will stop listening to your music, watching the movies you're in and stop following you on TikTok. I have been thinking a lot about it, and......I want to study medical too, let's become CT surgeons together. We will study hard, I was so stupid that I wanted to give up my education for being on screen *laugh,laugh* aishh but who cares, I'll forget that. But my question is, do you want to study....with me......?"

EXPLAINING OF CT SURGEON: A cardiothoracic surgeon performs surgery on your heart, lungs or esophagus and other parts of your chest.

Wow I thought, she really thought this trough, I looked at my phone for a bit and decided to send a voice message back

"Hi Bella, well yeah I was sleeping but what can I say everyone needs sleep. Yeah I clearly remember the whole thing, and I also.....uhmm, I also wanna tell you that, I...I didn't mean what I said, I told you if you would work hard you would achieve whatever you want. But to be honest your parents are right, being famous doesn't last forever, and it really isn't worth giving up your education for! and, sure lets study hard, and become people who can save lifes, now that we are talking about being a doctor why dont you come, so we can have a sleepover, and then we can watch Dr. Romantic" And then I pressed the send button.

9.00AM

I might have dozed off, because when I woke up, it was 9.00AM, I got out of bed and changed, I had dance, so I wanted to be there in good time.

9.30AM

We were practicing for real this time, no finding out what our name should be, no making stage name, only dance.

We were dancing to After Like by IVE, God's menu by Stray Kids and Pink Venom by BLACKPINK

10.00AM

I had received a text from Bella.

"Okay, I like the sound of that, and I will be at you're door in 5" She had texted

i received the text 9.35AM so when I was at home she was already waiting.

We said a quick hello and then ran off together up to my room, "I'll find the K-drama, then we can began" I said "Okay, sounds good, and I'll...hmmm, I'll just look" She said laughing.

We had watched the k-drama for hours since there was 3 seasons.

"Wow, it was a good k-drama" Bella said with tears in her eyes "And also so emotional" she applied

"Yeah, that Master Kim, DAMN he knew what he was doing, I would want to work at a place like that" I said

"Me too, and yeah he was like medical Einstein" She replied

We talked a bit more and then fell asleep

9.00AM (NEXT DAY)

"It was, really fun to have a sleepover over!!" Bella said in front of the door

"It was, and lets do it again sometime" I replied

"Yeah!! Karina can I ask you, what made you want to become a doctor in the future" She said

"Well first It was because of my parents remember I told you? But I also had some small problems, for some time I was completely lost, and I didn't know if this was what I wanted, but after the event I attended, I realized I was about to make a huge mistake by throwing that dream away" I replied back

"Mhmm, we should never stop looking for an answer" she replied and then we burst out laughing

Her parents picked her up and I went up to my room, and then I sat outside on the balcony

"Waaaa the weather is so nice" I said, even tho no one was here.

Someone told me that, the moment you give up. You begin looking for excuses. But when you think you can do it. You'll find a way to do it - Master Kim

HIIII everyone Ibti here. Sorry this chapter isn't that good!! But, but, but I really do recommend Dr. Romantic, it's such a good k-drama!!! BUT if you don't like watching blood, organs and cutting "humans" up, then I don't recommend it, and it is a Medical/love k-drama so, there isn't any way you can get around the blood! 😅😳

Thank you so much for reading see you next time!!! 💕🙂