NEPENTHE

Chapter 6

Don’t you just love when those numerous tiny raindrops races down the car window?

It's sometime just a guessing game which raindrop is going to win and the competing raindrops join with other raindrops as they travel down the window.

Taehyung watching them repeating their race. They shines like colourful crystals whenever they're coming in contact with lights from the road. How mesmerising! he thought.

He loves everything about rain, the smell of dry soil when rain drops fallen on it brings him warmth & familiarity. The rhythm of rain is the most soothing music to his ears. It grounds him. It soothes his soul but sometimes reminds him how lonely he is.

Taehyung was naver a greedy person, he learned to appreciate and find beauty in every simple things. Only if his life was so easy like every other ordinary human.

Times like this he misses his mom so much whom he even never get to see. He won't admit out loud but he craved parents love...so much.

He's poor in every way while Jungkook is the completely opposite. Jungkook has everything.

These recent events increasing his insecurities day after day. He couldn’t help but questions why Jungkook even with him?

Is a nobody like him really deserves him? What if soomin is right? Will he be able to make jungkook happy with his poor & clumsy self?

"What are you thinking?" jungkook suddenly asked Taehyung who were just so immeresd into his thoughts while looking at those falling raindrops on the car window beside him.

"Hmm?...uh.. nothing"

"What's on your mind" Jungkook asked again. He don't know why but he just wanted to know what Taehyung was thinking so attentively.

Right now they're in Jungkook's car. He will drop Tae on his dorm as he said before.

It's started raining after a while. It might be a heavy rain later on, the news forcasts says on the car radio.

The car ride was silent. Taehyung couldn’t help but sank into his sea of worries. Meanwhile jungkook stared at his side profile. Watching him biting his lower lip, fingers fiddling with his rings. He knows tae like wearing rings even they're cheap. It's so displeasing he thought.

Jungkook looked at his own hands on his lap, noticing he's still clutching on that dream catcher he snatched from Yunwoo. He won't admit it but it's an unique & beautiful antique piece but he wanted to ask why yunwoo went to that antique shop. he will ask him later tho. But is tae thinking about Yunwoo right now?

"Tell me whats on your mind" he asked again.

"Seriously its nothing huyng" Tae replied quietly, giving him a small smile. He reached his hand to push aside some long strands that are curtained over on jungkook's eyes.

Jungkook caught his wrist and tugged him closer. "You still couldn’t trust me completely i see"

"What!?...n-no hyung that's not it. I trust you, believe m-me please" Taehyung couldn’t help the stuttering because of the close proximity. Jungkook's hot breathe hitting on his lips.

"Is that so?....than why not prove that to me?" jungkook said huskily, pulling Taehyung more towards him. "Kiss me then...show me how much trust you have for me"

But before he could reply he was being pulled on jungkook's lap, lips are immediately on his. getting devoured by his boyfriend.

He gave in, eyes flattered shut and started to melt on his boyfriends arms. Jungkook swallowed all of his gasps and sucking his lips hard.

They pulled away shortly when he's been breathless. Jungkook let him breathe for a sec than started kissing him again, this time with more fervour. And as you can guess it got heated so quickly.

His hands sneaked under his shirt, started feeling his bare skin. It's so soft and smooth that it got jungkook so additive so quickly. He's all over Taehyung now,

One hand squeezing his hip other roaming over his chest. A moan slipped from Taehyung's lips when Jungkook's fingers grazes his nipples. It shocked him and he pulled away from the kiss. He feels so shy after and becoming a blushing mess. Although there's a partition on jungkook's car giving them privacy from the driver he still felt shy. all of these are new to him so you cannot blame him for feeling like this. And the way things are escalating fast he knows he needs to stop now.

He placed a hand on jungkook's chest for leverage to get off from his lap but Jungkook's hands tightened on his hips, he wasn’t letting go.

He gasped softly then looked at Jungkook whose eyes are already on him. Strong lusts visible on them but there's also clear disappointment evident on them. and this expression alone made him feel guilty, he truly hate to disappoint his boyfriend.

He promised himself that he will try his best to not to disappoint his jungkook anymore. But here he goes.., disappointing his boyfriend...... once again. He's truly such a bad boyfriend isn't he?. It's his responsibility to care for his boyfriend's needs & wants,

....he already lengthened it for so long.

It's about time he gives in and surrender to jungkook completely. They're boyfriends after all. They love each other so much... right?.

Taehyung took a deep shaky breathe. He sank back down on jungkook's lap, putting his hands on the previous place and just in a blink they're back at it again. Taehyung being kissed senseless once again chests pressed with eachother.

And after a minute later when jungkook asked him to come over his penthouse instead of his dorm he couldn't say no. He felt obligated to give in to Jungkook's need.....felt obligated to say 'Yes'.

even when he himself wasn’t completely sure or confident. Or i must say comfortable enough with his first time.

He still let jungkook have him completely just to prove some point to him? without realising how wrong it is.

So eventually another lesson is due to learn....but in the hard way....

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Please ignore the mistakes. And sorry for late update. Because of eid celebration the writing progress got delayed.

Enjoy this short chapter for now. i will update soon.

Once again Thanks for your patience. Enjoy 💜