Thoughts.

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- Notes
* I'll be talking about mostly my younger sibling. He's non verbal (due to down syndrome) so he cannot actually say anything, he just makes noises, and no he doesn't use sign language either, so he genuinely cant say anything. And no, he doesn't have anything around schizophrenia or a hallucinating disorder.

☢ My window. Did he see it too?.
So back when I lived in another house, so first let me explain: The house was rented, you cant go upstairs, only downstairs in the basement, which had 2 bedrooms and 1 bathroom downstairs. Upstairs is the kitchen connected to the livingroom, another bathroom, and another bedroom, and that's it, it had a big garden.

I was 12 years old, we just moved from the Netherlands to Italy, I'm still in Italy I just don't live there anymore, (side note my mom said it had angry energy in that house. Thought it's important.)

And basically, After a while of discovering wattpad, and investigations (i dont remember how the hell i find out about wattpad sadly.) I got more into it, so at some point, 

I tried to summon him.

Slenderman, i tried to summon him. And it worked.
I firstly tried it in some woods because me and my parents used to explore them, i drew the proxy symbol on my thumb, and chanted his name three times, the same thign the next day, and then the next day again but in the privacy of my own room, which i shared with my older sister, who was 24 years old at the time.

My little brother is 8 currently, so he should've been.. around 4 years old at that time, as im 16 now, count the years back. 

So as i said, the summoning worked, and i kept. seeing. him. there. at the window. it gave me small heart attacks each time, i once even caught him CRAWLING down, which he was frozen when i saw him, it was around 7pm, so i figured he crawled down at 7pm. He never left, he just watched me from there. which, my room is in the basement and theres a small HIDDEN. window

Each time i carried my little brother to my room, EVEN if the window was COVERED with a blanket, he'd seem in distress, like he'd stare at the window and start crying and screaming, sometimes when i didnt even see anything myself. 

☢ He saw something?
So i don't know how old i was but i think around 13-14, most likely 14, i was in the other room, but my little brother was screaming and crying as if he was scared and terrified. i overheard my parents say he was looking UP before he got terrified and ran off to the couch.

☢ Lucid Dream
So i had this dream where i was home alone, and i figured i was dreaming. So i said ''I'm gonna summon Slenderman because this is a dream anyway!'' and so i did, the same summoning i did when i was 12, And yes, he did appear. I then started to panic because I saw my little brother in my dream, randomly. Nothing happened to him but i got a bad feeling so i remember a tiktok, which i started to make myself fall backwards to wake me up, when that didn't work i just started laughing and doing cartwheels. I did wake up after a bit, but that was still weird, as I've had another dream where he was in my mothers arms or something and he was throwing up, and though hes non verbal in real life, he spoke and told me ''Please *irl name*, I'm gonna die''. Which i didnt see any creepypastas in the dream, but it still was just.. something.

☢ Staring and Fear.
Staring : He basically sometimes seems to be looking at something, it doesn't scare him, but it's like he sees something.

Fear: He started getting scared to distance himself from mostly mom and dad, and also the dark, but that could just be common child fear yk, but i'll add it just incase.

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