Creepypasta research/experiences

#37

- Note
* this contains mentions of self harm. not something severe, but just in case. Also suggestive shit bc I DONT KNOW HELP ME EUGH /NEG im crying in a corner as i write this /nsrs

hey sinners (/ref from that ad that says HEY SIMMERS, funny right? no? okay) 
i have returned bc what the hell on earth is any of this

so last night i was feeling watched, i sneezed alot but i think that's just pollen, and i went to sleep, like i turned off the lights and idk what i was doing at my desk i forgot (dont ask how i forgot my memory keeps being wiped by the elite) but my ear started ringing alot, (along w some static) like it went on for a few minutes and i keep feeling presences, there's also a new bruise on my arm, a small one, which i couldn't have done myself because i only stab myself with a pencil on my THIGHS, not my arms. + i have new cuts on my legs which i don't know how they got there,, they're not deep its like a small cat scratch, but not an actual cat bc their claws arent mini yk? And it js seems weird bc i never go out yk im ALWAYS. in my house, so if i'd get new cuts i'd notice it because i'd probably FEEL that i've been cut. But nah they just spawned in.

Eitherway,, i relapsed on cutting aswell, just one small cut, i managed to use my box cutter and make it a dermis/epidermis depth, its a small one since i didn't want it to be noticable, but yeah i barely really felt anything and i even multi-swiped, for those who dont know what that is ; its basically cutting on the same spot repeatedly. 

I keep on feeling something touching me, and then my body starts sweating, and i may even feel some sort of pain where im being touched sometimes, which at a certain point my body jolts itself. I also felt like something was pushing the side of my head,, and touched my face,, stroked my hair, touched my back, and something wrapping around my neck, not necessarily a hand but simply something wrapped around it.

When i FINALLY went to my bed and laid down, i was paranoid, and after a while of it, i heard something stomping through the house, it wasnt going in any rooms, this is an apartment btw so my room connects to the livingroom, there's no hallways,, the kitchen is closed with shutters (viva l'italia🔥🔥🔥🔥) and if u walk a few steps infront, thats my brothers room, to the right is my parent's room, and then a bit more to the right is the bathroom, i'll show it sometime.
EITHERWAY something was stomping thru the hallways, it cldnt have been my parents or siblings because i would've heard the doors first, they both always close them. I think i heard the fridge too but im not sure, my memories are blurring AGAIN ffs. so i'll leave it to 'may have touched the fridge' cuz im unsure. but i AM sure that it was running outside of my room.

It's 12:29 now in the morning, and i had a weird dream, i didnt see any of them but it was.... still weird.
basically i was shopping in a huge store (p.s. there were TONS of huge plushies for some reason) and so i spotted a huge cat, then some other man kept peeping his head thru the aisle and then went ''pss go there'' so i just went where he pointed at thru the isle, and some other man who I KEEP bumping into in the dream, said ''hey can you grab that over there?'' and pointed between the shelfs, to something. and he said ''You're the only one who can grab it'',,, which i assumed was for my height, he was like taller than me idk how much but yeah im a miserable 5' - 5'1 so eitherway, i just said ''oh sure'' despite his tone being CREEEPYYY,, like yk those creepy predator men??? it reminded me of those types of guys. And so when i went there, i basically did a shit ton of skilled parkour??? like i was acting like a ninja, and grabbed the thing he needed, uh and also the thing almost fell apart like brony set a trap or something which i survived anyways so SUCK IT LOSER!! anyway later on i saw some CUTEE dresses and skirts, odd kinda cuz i said the night before how im obsessed with skirts and dresses.. while feeling something watch me too,, but idk it could be a random dream. so eitherway later on i set it somewhere, and he went --
side note smth js touched the radiator for some reason hjelp
--and he went 'put that 2k dress away..'' in a calm-angry tone and i was like huhhh cuz like 2k??? wtf for a small dress as such? and he repeated it so i went ''OH OKAY'' cuz i realized and put it away. later on hes in a bridge on the floor (so professional amiright) and he was like moving his hips up and down while i was js standing infront of him nearly fucking falling. and he went ''what an interesting position this is huh'' LIKE WHAT??? MF???? BRONY??? SOLDIER?? istg why do i keep getting suggestive or simply weird/disturbing dreams ??? 

Likw a bit ago i had a dream which when i think of it overwhelms me, but basically im stuck at a sea on a FUCKING BLANKET. with a girl, and basically im holding onto her for dear life, we're both laid down and for some reason the sea isnt touching us, but its still overwhelming to see the sea and nothing more. i forgot the rest of the dream by now, i js didnt add it cuz itìs not creepypasta related, nor was this one but it still felt really odd, + why am i having weird dreams out of nowhere?? especially ones where i almost get assaulted like bro chill 

for example iuh sorry for being a tattletail but one of them was literally ab masky
and basically i did NOT do anything b4 bed that coulda caused it,, eitherway basically bro had a fucking DILDO in his hand or whatever and he says ''you did it didnt you'' ????? I DIDNT DO ANUYTHINGGG but later on uh basically,, ,dont slaughter me for sayin this but im sucking him???? then my hair is shitty and messed up and i just get up and go 'one sec' and go to the bathroom and fucking cry and go ''i got this'' LIKE NO FUCK NO !!!!!!? 

i didnt wanna say this one cuz it makes me uncomfortable to even say but like... what the actual fck . !!PS IM NOT SAYIN HE CAUSED IT I DONT POINT FINGERS IM JS SAYING IM HAVING WEIRDDD DREAMS OUT OF THE BLUE AND ITS HIGHLY CONFUSING ME AND LOWKEY CONCERNING+DISCOMFORTING ME!!

the pic above perfectly explains my facial expression as i think and write this.