A crossover of light and dark

12.midnight confessions

By the fourth hour since everyone separated, everyone was mostly asleep but me.I was both staring into the fire in the front room sitting on the couch, and fidgeting with my athame in my hand opening and folding then flicking it open again. Thoughts were going through my mind, my family at the vampire estate without me, the vision that I saw about this chase guy that had murdered at least a dozen people both friends and associates of mine. My eyes glistened against

 the red and orange flames and there was a black stick in my mouth that reflected the colored flames revealing it to be glistening black and had a glowing orange tip that smelled like a forest, the smoke masked by the flames and smoke of the fireplace that was as big as me. In my mind Nox was trying to console me, talking to me, and comforting me. "What are your plans at this point young master? I know you've been in a rougher position than this before but you've

 handled this like an alpha that's for sure but what comes about...now? Once again you've got a squad, but what will come of this?" I nodded and said "Im not gonna lie I don't know right now  I was not expecting this mission to have so many moving parts, so many lives involved and so many questions è preoccupante" which meant "its concerning," in Italian, I said, and gripped my necklace and said "My gods are challenging me by letting me be here at the same time as these warriors involved aradian tears and rattlesnake venom...

Chase has been drinking blood from vampires and werewolves and ritually slaying witches, Kraven is hiding his intentions where my sisters and brother are concerned, the ideals so far that we are eventually going to have to face..someone the fact that I have met the werewolves, the vampires, and the witches once or more and still kick proves my strength. Still, I cannot be complacent....quella sarà la mia fine" that meant "it will be the end of me" in Italian. It was at

 that moment I started to sing slightly well more like a whisper to calm myself down  "Long ago..inside a distant memory there is a voice that says "Do you believe in a world of happy endings? even when the road seems long every breath you take will lead you closer to a special place within your never-ever..." the fire burned in my heart and in my eyes as I checked at my black fingerless gloved fingernails and played with my silver barbell spike earrings. 

 As I was flickering my knife back and forth I heard something go creak and when I turned Selene was like "you get caught with that thing out Someone gonna accuse you of having violent tendencies or suicidal tendencies at the very least" and I jumped slightly "oh shit  Avrei potuto tagliarti" which meant "I could have cut you"in italian I cursed and almost dropped my open bladed knife

 on my foot and I blinked "shit how long have you been there?" and she walked over to me and said "I've been here since you began singing to yourself" and I blushed slightly and coughed "sorry I can't sleep so you heard me..thinking out loud" and she nodded and sat down and said,

 "I can't blame you for not having any clues, we've fought these beasts this family for years on end like I said almost a better of a thousand years at the most we are trained for it and we're supernatural creatures...if you were to do what we couldn't in 1000 years it'd be a miracle.." 

 I sighed and looked back at her with the flames behind me and i said "we came to figure out why your kind was being murdererd and we-" and she interrupted "and you have done that you found the culprit its chase now let us death dealers handle the rest we are bred to handle

 this..do you really want to bring death to your family's doorstep?" and I scowled slightly thinking and looking at the flames and said " its nothing  we havent dealt with before we Night family members have two laws that we follow...we go to the ends of the earth for our goals and we

 finish what we start"  and she scowled slightly, almost emotionless listening and said "just because you have the capability to handle things doesnt mean you should have to" and I nodded slightly and said "Lo stesso vale per te(the same goes for you), as far as I can tell we're two sides of the same