After that embarrassing incident I started to see him in a different light. How they he and her new girlfriend act in school. It's kinda embarrassing but I wrote a song while at our balcony waiting for the sun to rise. It was a cold morning, bird chirping and the mountains are full of sunflowers nit that sunflower that gives a sweet smell but the bitter one, the one that we call marapait in our language... It looks pretty and it also gives a foul odor.. for me he's just like that... And on that morning there was this line that kept repeating on my head.. "I wish I knew you were in love with her" And with that line I came up with a song which is lame if you ask the present me.
Here is the lyrics btw...
The sun comes up
The flowers bloom
My heart still hurts
Tears run down on my cheeks
I thought your kindness
was an act of love
But never was
I never knew that love
would hurt this much
Moving on seems hard to do
I wish i knew you were
In love with her
With her
My feelings wont just disappear
But now she's here and it is clear
But it still hurts to see the two of you
I guess i'll stop
I need to stop
In loving you
Now i think about the past
Memories that didn't last
But you know i'm moving onn
I'm moving on~
The sun comes down, the flower dies
My feelings fades, there's nothing left
What can i do? When She's the one that you love
I guess i'll stop
I need to stop .
I already did
