Benrius one-shots JWCC

• Only if you knew •

• Only if you knew •

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NOW PLAYING: Back To The Old House
By The Smiths

♫ I would rather not go
Back to the old house
I would rather not go
Back to the old house
There's too many bad memories
Too many memories there
When you cycled by
Here began all my dreams
The saddest thing I've ever seen
And you never knew
How much I really liked you
Because I never even told you
Oh, and I meant to
Are you still there?
Or have you moved away?
Or have you moved away?
I would love to go
Back to the old house
But I never will
I never will
     I never will ♫

˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥  THE ANTICIPATION was killing Ben as the other campers lead himself and Bumpy to the awaiting dock. His heart was hammering in his chest as if he just ran from a hoard or dinosaurs to which he did nearly almost every day since being on
Isla Nublar. Ben didn't know what to think at the moment. He still can't even wrap his head around the thought that the other campers are still here. Ben thought they felt. He through they all left him for dead on his hellish island.

When he saw Brooklynn and Kenji his heart practically stopped. It was as if everything was going in slow motion as he ran up to them helping with whatever was troubling them. He was sure, so sure that they all left him that he didn't even bother trying to look for them. But once he saw them it was like all those lonely thoughts all disappeared. He's not alone anymore. He's not alone. 

Ben couldn't help a small smile to break on his dirty face. He felt like crying, he truly did but he couldn't act weak around them any longer. He's not that old 'weak' and 'scaredy-cat' Ben anymore. No more would he freeze up in times of need nor would he just stand there when something bad is happening. No, because now this is a new Ben. A Ben who won't freeze up when danger comes their way or when someone is in trouble. No, now he will help. He will no longer be the 'weak' Ben but now the strong and independent Ben.

Ben's heart fluttered ever so slightly now only just remembering where they were going or more like who they were going too. Out of the whole group Ben felt most comfortable around Darius oddly enough. From the very beginning he would only ever really talk to Darius and not the other campers. Don't get him wrong he did engage in conversation with the others but not so much as he
did with Darius.

There was just something different, something comforting about Darius that Ben found in him. Ben often found himself laughing and joking around with the boy more than he would with anyone else. Ben felt like he could be his real self around the younger without being judged. That was a feeling Ben had never felt before he met Darius. He didn't know what it was at first but now he understands.

And now after so long, after so many months Ben will finally see Darius again. See the one person in this world he feels most comfortable with. To see the person that makes his heart flutter and his face to heat up. Ben brushed a few branches that were in his way out of his face as the group continued.

"Are we nearly there?" Ben couldn't hold back any longer. They have been walking for what seemed like hours when really it's only been a few minutes. Ben couldn't wait any longer to reunite with the one person he truly loves. Brooklynn twists her head to the side ever so slightly so she could catch a small glimpse of the smiling boy. She shook her head fondly letting out an airy laugh before answering Ben. "Yes Ben, we are nearly there" Ben felt his heart skip a beat at her words. They are nearly there.