𝐇𝐨𝐥𝐢𝐝𝐚𝐲 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 - 𝑪𝒉𝒓𝒊𝒔 𝑺𝒕𝒖𝒓𝒏𝒊𝒐𝒍𝒐

17. Chapter

"Hey, I brought you some of Nicks mac n cheese," said Chris, coming into the room. Behind him came Nick and Matt with more mac n cheese and lots of sweets. This is so cute. "Thanks Chris, but what are you doing?" I smiled. "Nick told us you're not feeling well, so we're here to cheer you up" Matt said, putting down all the candy wrappers. "Right," said Nick. "You are so cute" I smiled. We all sat on the bed and talked to each other until we fell asleep.

Time flew and so did the last days in Boston. Nick, Chris, Matt and I spent every single day together and the last night. And now here we were, at the airport. I have to fly back home. Everyone was here to say goodbye to me and my dad, Marylou, Jimmy, Justin and the triplets. I was crying the closer we got to the time. Chris and I have become incredibly close over the last two weeks; I would never have thought that I could let someone get close to me emotionally and physically in such a short amount of time. "Okay y/n. We have to go" my dad said sympathetically "no, I can't" I said shaking my head in Chris's arms. "See you again okay?" said Chris "I don't want to go" I cried. "We have to say goodbye now baby" whispered softly and I shook my head. "See you again," he said and gave me a kiss on the forehead. I said goodbye to Justin, Marylou and Jimmy before saying goodbye to Matt and Nick. Nick's eyes became red and glassy "I can't believe the time went by so quickly." He said and hugged me "Neither can I, you found a special place in my heart so quickly" "You will be in a few minutes on the way to the other side of the world.." he said "don't tell that Nick" I cried. "Bye Nick" I cried "I'll see you again soon y/n" he said and then slowly walked up to Chris and put an arm around his shoulders. "Matt" I smiled and a tear rolled down my cheek "I'll miss you y/n" he said "thanks for everything Matt" I said into the hug, then pulled away and looked at him "I'll miss you too" I said and abruptly hugged him again. "Okay y/n come on. Bye everyone," my dad said goodbye after saying goodbye to everyone. "Chris," I said and fell into his arms one last time. "I miss you" I said "I miss you too y/n" he said and kissed my head. I moved away from him and went to my dad. "Bye, I'll miss you" I waved and cried "we love you sweetheart" Marylou said and everyone waved. I turned around and walked towards the gate with my dad. He put a hand on my back and stroked. "Dad, I have to go back again" I said "y/n that's not possible now" he said "Dad please I have to" said I left my suitcase and ran back, I ran through the people coming towards me and when I saw Chris and I saw his family from far away, I shouted his name "Chris!!!" I shouted "Chris wait" he turned around and looked around, the others kept running. When he saw me he came towards me "what are you doing here" he said confused "I couldn't leave without telling you something" I said "Chris, you made me feel like no one else has. You are someone special to me and even though I will regret this now because it is too soon, but I don't know if I will ever have the chance to tell you again, but I love you Chris" I said, his eyes studying my face. He kissed me, long, and then said "I love you too" while holding my face in his hands.

Sitting on the plane, flying over the seas, I couldn't think about anything other than Chris. It's terrible I don't know when or if I'll ever see him again in my life. All the moments, the time, the kisses we shared played in my head. I just wanted to sleep, I felt so terrible, but he would probably appear in my dreams too

1 year time skip.

I was sitting with my best friend in the waiting room at her mom's hospital. We were waiting because my best friend wanted to pick up something because we needed it for the visa to go to America. We were both on our phones when she said, "It's so crazy that we're in L.A. in just a few weeks. Just the two of us" she said "it's going to be so incredibly great" I said. I saw a reminder "one year ago today" on Instagram. I clicked on it and she also looked at my phone. A picture opened, I immediately closed it and put my phone away. "I hope the weather in L.A. is good," I said to change the subject. "Y/n" she said "no" I said "please talk to me" she said and just then her mom came with the documents. "Thanks Mom," she said. "Are you picking your sister up from school or is grandma doing that?" her mom asked. "No, we're going to pick her up now," she said. We said goodbye and left the hospital. I took quick steps forward. "Y/n wait please" my best friend called out. "I'm sorry," I said and stopped. "Please talk to me" she said "I'm your best friend and I don't deserve this" she said "I know you're right but we've talked about it so many times" I said "I don't care, we'll talk about it for as long as we can." talk until it doesn't hurt anymore. That's what I'm here for," she said smiling and I hugged her. "You know, I just don't understand. What he and I had felt so real, how could it end so quickly" I said "I don't know either y/n. Have you thought about writing to him again?" she asked, "I don't write to him. He said he would call me almost a year ago and he hasn't contacted me since. Doesn't that say it all?" I said "but maybe it's a misunderstanding" she said "a misunderstanding that lasted a year?" I said. To explain that to you too. After I flew back home, Chris and I were in contact for a few weeks. We texted every day, called despite the time difference, and at some point he stopped getting in touch with me. Just in the hospital the picture that we took while we were whale watching opened up, the picture that Nick took and posted, which I reposted, the day I knew I had feelings for Chris. The day was a year ago today.. isn't it crazy..?