Fall apart

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That night after the argument, Lisa didn't come home. Jennie was extremely worried but just like she had asked for space she figured that's what Lisa wanted too. This was probably the hardest decision of her life but it was what she needed, she was leaving for New York tomorrow. Part of her didn't want to say goodbye but the selfish part of her wanted to see Lisa one last time.

She was being so selfish and stupid, she knew that. She didn't deserve Lisa.

She sat on the bathroom floor and stared at the pregnancy test in her hand.

The word positive stared right back up to her.

She had to tell Lisa she was pregnant and she was going to. She just wasn't sure when. Should she tell Lisa before or after she went to New York? Her trip to New York was about a month long and she knew if she waited till after Lisa would be pissed. But how they left things now she wasn't sure how things would go. They were about to be have two kids in this marriage, a marriage that she had practically ruined yesterday with her stubbornness.

She had to tell Lisa before she left, she had a right to know.

Jennie wrapped the pregnancy test in toilet paper and threw it in the trash can.

She was going to tell Lisa today.

"Fuck," Lisa cursed as tears came out of her eyes, "What did I do?"

She began to cry desperately as the images from last night replayed in her head.

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"Fuck you need to stop," Lisa mumbled.

"Just let me make you feel good," Nancy's voice rang through her ears as her hands made their way inside her pants.

Fuck, this was so wrong but Lisa was drunk and hurt. The fact that Jennis didn't love her anymore made her feel numb and she just wanted to feel something. So she went to the stables with a bottle of Bourbon and got drunk, next to Alcatraz. Couple hours later Nancy found her and brought to back to her house, and now here she was sitting on the edge of Nancys bed letting her do whatever she wanted.

It didn't matter anyway. Jennie didn't love her, and she was leaving her. However that didn't change the fact that this was wrong

"Do you like how that feels?" Nancy whispered in her ear as her hand wrapped around Lisa's member.

Lisa let out a slight moan as she felt Nancy began to kiss her neck.

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Maybe she didn't realize it then but it was wrong. She was still married, and that might not mean anything to Jennie but it meant something to her. Jennie had cheated on her and now she had done the same. She felt like a hypocrite.

The thing that made it even worse was that she had done it with Nancy. Lisa didn't feel anything romantically for that girl.

She shouldn't of drank that much, maybe then she would have realized what she was doing, or who she was doing.

Lisa placed a sloppy kiss on her neck a she thrusted in and out of her. As she pulled back to look at the person she was on top of her eyes were met with beautiful hazel eyes and it was like Lisa was lost in her bliss again. She leaned down and kissed her lips, they tasted different.

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