If only you could see my heart https://archiveofourown.org/works/55134793/chapt

awaken,my love

Jude was happy.He hasnt felt this happy with someone in a very wrong time,maybe even ever.Him and Gavi were getting along well,very well.In the last two months he got to know the funny,loving,competetive side of the guy.He got to know how he loves his friends and family,how protective and generous he can be,how possessive,jealous he can be and he loved every minute of it.Their friendship had blossomed so much that it made Jude laugh to himself when he remembers how he hated him at first.

Hey..do you want to go on a proper date with me??"Jude asks during their daily facetime calls

"Whaat??"Gavi asks confused.Even though they have been hooking up for some months now and were basically friends,he didnt want them to be anything more than that.A date is a stepping stone to a relationship and he just couldn't.Not that he did not like Jude,he did,a lot.He was just scared of the consequences of it all.How can he explain it to his fans and family that he is dating an enemy??just the thought of it made him want to throw up.

'Well,go out to a private restaurant or club..have some quite time together,just chill.."Jude says smiling.

Gavi wishes he had the shamelessness that Jude possesses.The guy clearly didnt have the same worey that he was having.

"Arent you worries??"the words just escapes his mouth without thinking twice about it.

"That we might get seen??i dont care,as long as iam spending time with you,iam good"

"Okay" .Judes Confidence,his ability to make him fearless,his sense of humor,how he always calmed him down when he got heated after games,how good he treats the people in his life has Gavi wishing for more.and if More meant going out on a date then so be it.

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Two weeks later and Jude stands on Gavis door step with flowers in his hands.

"I got you roses" he whispers as soon as he sees Gavis pretty face.His heart flatters and beats flantically as Gavi takes the flowers from his hands.He cant believe how lucky he is that someone as pretty as Gavi would want to go on a date with him.

"Thank you" Gavi smiles at him and Jude swears he stopped breathing for a second there.

The date was perfect.Jude rented out a whole theatre for just the two of them.They had an indoors Picnic by the stage decorated with red and blue lights as coldplay plays in the background.Gavi swears he can die of happiness right there and then.He cant believe this handsome,perfect guy was going all out just to make him happy.He can surely get used to this.

After their picnic,they watched a romantic movie and Gavi thought it was cute how Jude cried at the end of it.

"This was perfect" Gavi says as soon as the movie ended and it was time for them to go back to his appartment.Jude just gives him a tight hug as he fights the urge to tell him that he was falling in Love with him right there and then.
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As soon as they get into Gavis appartment,He jumps on Jude closes their distance with a needy hungry kiss.Jude is caught off guard but he reciprocates immediately.

"Couldnt wait to get home to do this.You in black drives me insane"

This ignites something in Jude as he deepens the kiss so much so that Gavi moans loudly.They were both very hard and very horny and Gavi doubted they would make it to the bedroom.

That night,they made love.Gavi was sure of it.He has never "made love" with anyone ever but he was sure of it.The way jude was thrusting in him with so much love and care.How well he was taking care of his body while whispering sweet nothings in his ear.And when he cum for the 100th time that night,he didnt want it to end.He wanted to be inside Jude forever.He loved it here.