If only you could see my heart https://archiveofourown.org/works/55134793/chapt

Bonus Chapter:Happy Birthday Jude

Jude is over it.He hates how poorly the national team has been performing,he hates how poorly the media have been handling the teams said perfomance and most of all he hated the fact that his fiance was a million miles away.The international break,world cup qualifiers were underway and Jude was in Camp in England and the spanish team had decided to have their camp in Chile,finish within a week and then the players were free to do whatecer they wanted.And what Gavi wanted was fun sunny days in Ibiza.

"I genuinely just hate this"Jude says with pure frustration.Him and Gavi were on face time but he was just snappy since the word "hello"

"I know baby,it sucks"Gavi says trying to defuse the situation.Him and Jude had decided from the word go to keep their relationship a secret.Not that it was not allowed for gay relationships in the sport,it was bexause they were direct rivals.Each a golden boy in their respective teams.The ones to bring engagement to their official club/ country instagran account.The football the world had somehow cobcluded hatrd each other.Their fans spent hours and hours debating on who is better."Stan Wars" was all bloody during elclassico.If the world outside their inner circle knew that they breath the same air..on purpose..let alone have veen dating for 4 good years and engaged for 5 months now,the world was just going to stop.Gavi specifically didnt have time for all that chaos.

"You know you can just come,like the rest of them right??"

"RIGHT.but we agreed baby,its safer this way"

"Is it thou??Ruben is literally here for John and nobody gives a fuck"

"They are team mates at City,its different my love"

"Huhhhhmm"

Gavi breaths.He knows that Jude is struggling in the national team.He is used to being the star of any team that he walks on.But this is Southgate ball,everything is a mess when he is involved .His heart flutters knowing that Jude wants him to be their for his mental health.At the same time he couldnt risk it.Especially now that they have a more realistic future ahead of them.Jude on the other hand was over it.Hr didnt care anymore,he wanted the whole world to know that Pablo was his and his alone.

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🗣️HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUDE "Thank You" Jude smiles after everybody was done singing the happy birthday song.Just two days left till he is back to spain and he couldnt wait to reunite with his soulmate The training for that day was hectic.They had a game against Germany the next day and they needed that win before going back home. He was so emmensed in his thoughts that he noticed the lovely flowers on his bed written "Happy birthday baby" and the wine on his bed side after closed the door.He was smiling from ear to ear knowing that His fiance had planned all this from afar. "You like it??"Jude was stunned.Did he just hear Gavis voice??was he imagining it??did he fall asleep and is this a cruel dream?? "Baby" "Hie" Gavi appears from the bathroom with a huge smile on his face "Whaaat??" jude was speechless.Just a moment ago he was literally counting the hrs he had left in his head till when he could see his love again. Gavi giggles as soon as Judes big hands envilopes them in a big hug. "I missed you soo much baby,I Love you"He says with pure Euphoria "i Love you too🥺"

They didn't waste any time before their mouths were glued together.Jude letting his tongue explore every part of Gavis mouth.They both moaned into it showing just how much they missed each other.It was insane how after all these years they were still just as horny for each other as they were when they first started dating. After what seemed like a whole hour of them kissing and grinding,whispering sweet nothings into each others ear,Gavi finally said the magic words "Fuck ME" And that was enough to drive Jude crazy.

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The next day news was in shambles.

Jude Bellingham scored a beautuful hattrick but the biggest mystery of the day is Why Pablo Gavira,his biggest rival was in the stands cheering for him.