1 YEAR LATER
I'm officially a student, I was planning on studying online while working, but my newly found father had other plans he told me to study full time I'm still young I can still study for what I've always wanted I tried to tell him that now I have a child that's need me to take care of he was like child please lengane yakho iphakathi komhlani nembeleko akasazoze aswela, I tried ukuvika ngo gogo she also was against me, I had no choice but to study full time truth be told ngyakunqena ukufunda Mina ingakho benginokungabaza nje. Anyway I've decided to do teaching it wasn't always my first choice but ke times have changed.
I'm still staying at home with granny and Qhawe even though Kukude eskoleni, I didn't want to rent and leave my grandmother alone. Qhawe goes to daycare now he's so grown, uMuzi is still a great father his the one taking care of u Qhawe financially now even though I tried ukuth kube half half, he said I should focus on school and not worry about imali. He is still very much married u Amanda refuses to sign divorce papers, wathi nje she won't sign because he wants to play happy family with me and Qhawe I guess she's hoping for him to change his mind and go back to her. Lapho I have feelings for the guy kodwa I won't even act on them while he is still married maybe I will have to move on soon I can't wait forever coz I don't see Amanda changing her mind soon.
Amahle and I are still best friends we see each other almost every weekend, mangiphuma early eskoleni ngiyayakobabona beno Sakhile, Sakhile has his own place now, oh and a fiance u Iyana we get along very well. U Sakhile is a still the best brother and uncle.
#Muzi Mthethwa#
I'm still staying at home with my Mother, I'm thinking of moving out soon but first I'm taking Amanda to court I know I should have done so long time but I kept thinking she'll change her mind and sing still nothing, I can't even move on with my life, I'm so Inlove with Nandipha, I can see she also loves me but the fact that I'm married is holding us back. Everytime when I try to make a move she ask about my marriage I really need to get this over and done with, I can't lose her angaze athole umuntu eskoleni ongenazo inkinga njengami.
I've just came back from fetching my son from daycare he's spending the night here, yaz everytime I look at him I think back the time I almost became a deadbeat father, now I can't imagine my life without him, I can't believe I almost didn't have children just because Amanda never wanted them cishe ngaziphuthisela ukuba umzali kumnandi ukuba nje nomuntu to look up to you is the best, I still want more children but only if it with Nandi, I really need to sort out my life if I want that though.
Mother : "awu nangu umfana kagogo, uyaphila kodwa kehla la gogo?"
Qhawe : "Ngyaphila gogo"
Mother : "besengikukhumbule kanjan" she says hugging him
Qhawe : "Khumbule nami"
Mother : "awu khehla lagogo uzolala nami engan"
Qhawe : "zolala no baba"
Mother : "hawu Qhawe kodwa bengikukhumbule nje" she says pretending to be sad
Qhawe : "zobuye lale nawe nje" lol akayngeni leyo akafuni ukulala no Mah njalo melaykhaya ulala nami.
Mother : "ay wangehlulake, ulambile" wavuma ngekhanda uyazithandelake ukudla angikhumbuli nje ethi usuthi.
Mother : "asambe sye kitchen" othi ngiyofonela u Amanda ksasa nje ngifonela I lawyer yami if Esa qhubeka nalento yakhe"
Me : "Hi, Amanda"
Amanda :" yebo ngakusiza I'm very busy ubona nje "
Me : "have you signed the papers Amanda?"
Amanda :" I told you I won't sign them wena come back home so we can fix all this"
Me : "Amanda I no longer love you, please just sign the damn papers"
Amanda : "Never I still love you wena usazobuya kumina I won't let you play happy families with that girl"
Me : "then you leave me no choice sizohlangana e court, I'm calling my lawyer right now, you holding me back"
Amanda : "Muzi why are you doing this, you the one who cheated I won't sit and watch you being happy with someone else forget it"
Me : "I don't want you anymore Amanda, yaz I tried giving you a choice we would have had an clean divorce now I'll fight for half of everything you have just so you pay for wasting my time"
Amanda : "khohlwa you the one who cheated"
Me : "oh but that's not why we divorcing, you lied to me about trying for kids while you knew very well that you preventing, and don't think for a second that I don't know you have a boyfriend while married to me so you also cheated"
Amanda :" you wouldn't"
Me :" Oh try me Amanda, I can also play dirty, you will lose awungazi kahle I've been patient enough, now sign those damn papers if I don't have them by this afternoon you will hear from my lawyer and I will drag you down."
Amanda : "uyinja Muzi uyeza nx!" she hung up, I just know nje that I've won this one loves her reputation so much hopefully now I can move on, angaz why I didn't think of this sooner.
I find mom and Qhawe eating in the kitchen
Me : "kuphi okwami"
Mother : "angikuphakelanga phela Mina angazanga noma uzosi join yin"
Me : bengisakwi call no Amanda I'm hoping I get the papers by tomorrow
Mother : let's hope so this has gone for long
Me : "yep, so after I divorce I'm moving out I need my space"
Mother : "isho nje wena ukuth usufuna ukuvalela"
Me : "haibo Mah"
Mother : "nginamanga yin"
Me : "yebo hawu lol" umfana wami nje UYazidlela akazi nokuthi lidumephi...
