SBG Oneshots For The Soul [REWORKING]

Reaching Out [Taylyn]

“P-please-.. let me.. let me just..” The author coughed out, reaching out for their phone, as they opened the Wattpad app.

“-post more one-sided Taylyn angst in a poem” They finished, as they sat up and continue on writing.

Or

The author has had enough and decided to post their own doomed yuri poem becauss their fyp keeps on making them suffer

(The narrative was unnecessary but it's funny to me)

Btw it's in Ashlyn's pov💥

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“Girls love boys”

“Boys love girls”

It was a statement

That was what I always heard

It was stupid, I thought

Since when did love have laws?

Bullshit.

But I had to follow them

For my parents

For my life

For my future

Time had passed

Since I promised myself

But,

I was young

And stupid

When I saw her

Her chocolate brown eyes

That could make me loose my breath

Her smile

That could take away any fear

She was beautiful

No, not beautiful

Gorgeous

Taylor Hernàndez

The most gorgeous girl I've ever seen

Stupid me

Liking another girl

But I couldn't help it

She was so angelic

And I'm a sinner

I've heard

That gay people

Are sinners

Burdens

Devils

Since when can't we become people too?

Resisting her became unbearable

I couldn't help but

Lean more

And fall

She was the perfect friend

Only a friend, and nothing more

We are just girls

Nothing more

But my love for her

And my mind

Was too stupid enough

Stupid to even process that I could get hurt

Standing in front of me,

Was Taylor Hernàndez

And Taylor Hernàndez

Does not love me

I felt something in my chest

My throat hurts

The grip on the roses on my hands weakened

Roses were her favorite flowers.

I heard that the rose will fall to a withered world

But the romance will last forever

But was that flower already withered as the place itself?

I was stupid

I had been reaching out

To a girl who had no interest in me

My last thought was her

Her smile

Her eyes

She was the last thought

As I stare at the rope on my hands

I love you, Taylor

But I'm nothing but a sinner

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Ik Ash falling for Tay is not realistic but I just want to project onto Ash shhh let's ignore this for now 🤭

Btw the rose part is from that wasted summers chapter cause it hurt me too much that I wanna add it again :3

Fun fact: I accidentally spelt 'seen' as 'siin'
(That's how dcking tired I am 🌚)