calum's
This is the first time the silence became bearable for me.
Usually, it brings voices in my head that are very vivid, telling me horrible things I have done. This is new for me, for what I've always wanted was noise. Clubs, bathroom echoes, angsty music, screams, because it stops the unwanted noises.
It was different.
And I think it's because of the girl sleeping beside me.
It is just a night after my epiphany about her occurred, but it feels like it's been years. Call me exaggerated, but that's just how I can explain the way I feel right now.
I hope she would understand all that she will see when I opened myself to her, because she is the risk worth taking.
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This is meant to be short lol uploading anotherr chap later or tomorrow or monday :) :) :)
Ps WE WATCHED PAPER TOWNS YESTERDAY IT WAS SO GREAT I CRIED HEHE
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Fanfiction"vodkas, sex and cigarettes are just some of people's way to vent out the shit that the universe throws to them, but mine's different." "it's you. you're my vodka, my sex, and my beloved cigarettes."
