Aroace thoughts/rants, poems more

Ghosts.

So this is one of the reasons why I say I hate being aroace bc it makes they way I see the world different and I know it's absurd to want the world to change so i hate the way I view the world bc I know I can't blame the world I blame my aroaceness but in reality it's impossible to blame anything other than amatonormativity/allonormativity.

I love this show called Ghosts. I think part of it has to do with the other ghost show that saved and ruined my life. But anyways this show is more adult so there's a lot of sex jokes and I just kinda ignore them but they literally keep virgin shamming this one character and it's pissing me off.

I don't know if it's really "shamming" but it's like "oh it's sad you've been around for 500 years and are still a virgin" (he's one of the ghosts and he's like the second oldest ghost)

I low-key headcanon him as ace and now I kinda hope he is bc thos whole "Sass is a virgin" thing is so annoying like so what?

Okay. One ghost called it a nightmare.

Like I ihhh. Because I do love this show but I hate the sex jokes and the virgin shamming/thing with his character that it's embarrassing to be a virgin.

So I hope he's ace so the show writing is my saying it's embarrassing or whatever. I want to love the show but I don't think I can because I will lose respect for it for the whole virgin shamming thing.

I just. It makes me realize that I feel a disconnect to so many things and this show was like, yes it was nowhere near the comfort from Jatp, but it was something.

And this show still

Nevermind. I was gonna say it still has platonic love but she bailed. I mean it was a running joke in the episode "revenge bail" idk I just. Fuck man. I don't know what to say honestly.

Bc like why.

Whyyyyyy.

Allonormativity and amatonormativity are my worst enemies I'm so tired of this.

Anyways thanks for listening sorry I was kinda all over the place on this one. I hope you have a great day/night.  Take care 💚💜