Lost love

~2~ The dream

Raven's POV

I walked in a room, it was dusty in here. A boy was sitting in the middle of it. I didn't know him, did I? I only could see his back, even when he stood up and walked at me. I couldn't see his face.. When he got closer I smelled blood. I couldn't move! Why couldn't I move?! "So you woke up, darling", he said. I tried to run and most of all I tried to WAKE UP I seriously had to WAKE UP. This time the words would be useful. The boy was still coming closer at me. I DON'T WANT THIS! He took my hand and then raises his hand where was a knife. "Wake up my darling, I'll see you soon", he said. I still couldn't move, I was too scared. Then I felt the knife was cutting my neck, I screamed. Everything went black...

I woke up screaming and tears running down my face. I still lied on my bed. It was 11.03 am, so I cried myself to sleep a few hours ago. I was freaked out by this new dream. I died... No, I was KILLED! But by who? I couldn't see the boy's face, but I'm sure I didn't know him. I think... I guess... I'm not sure, the voice was familiar and at the same time I didn't know it. Like... you know, like a feeling you've seen something before but you didn't. But why did I have this dream?

His POV

I knew she was confused, but actually I didn't care. By the time I felt she was asleep again I couldn't resist it. I gave her a dream, a dream where she knew she had to wake up. Sometimes I'm a bit cruel.. But yeah.. errr, that's just me. Raven didn't remember anything of what happened, I knew. She would get lost, seriously lost. And okay maybe this dream just'll make that worse, but who cares? It already started and we can't stop it...

Raven's POV

I knew my mom would hit me if I was going outside, but I had to. There's been happening a lot the last few hours and I needed to calm down. Maybe I could climb out of my window? Then mom didn't know I was going. Since the age of 6 she forbid me to go, and if I tried to go, she tortured me till I couldn't walk. I never understood why. But I knew if dad didn't die it wouldn't been happened.. My dad died mysterious way when I was 6, that's now 9 years ago.. My body is full of bruises and I don't have any friends cause I can't go to school. Sometimes I think nobody knows I exist, cause family never comes over and if they do, mom shut me up in a closet. Yeah I think nobody knows I exist. So that's something that happens, and I really begin to hate myself, and maybe I dreamed about I was killed cause I want dead? I don't know. The only thing I know right now is that I want to go outside RIGHT NOW. I open the window but then my door opens. My mom just stands there looking at me. "What do you think you're doing?", she asks. "Errr, nothing, just wanted to get some fresh air", I said my voice was trembling. My mom walks up to me and hit me in my stomach. I fall down on the ground, crying, again. "Never try that again", she whispers while she lock the window...

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Nawwhh poor Raven, she's getting depressed, tortured by her mom :( She doesn't know there's someone who knows she exist, but yeah how could she?

I'm just gonna continue writing cause I'm bored XD (this is my second chapter today hahah)

xx

- Romy