Lost love

~5~ This hurts

Raven's POV

Days were passing by without seeing the boy. I seriously missed him. Loving someone hurted. I wished I never met him, but if I hadn't I would be dead by now. The worst thing of all was didn't know his name. I only could think of "the boy with green eyes and black hear" which sucks. I often tried to wish him back, like the last time I saw him. But it didn't work. It hurted, I knew I was in love, which was obvious. But my stomach and heart hurted of not seeing him. I could write a whole book about the ache of missing him.. Yep, it was too obvious. But because my stomach hurted of missing him, I didn't eat. Okay that wasn't only cause I felt sick, also because I wanted to be beautiful. Not that it worked to not eat or something... And because I only could think of him, I got tired.
After 2 weeks of sitting in my room, starving myself and thinking of him. It went seriously wrong. I was dizzy and had no energy at all. I tried to walk downstairs, but fell down. Mom was looking at me like what are you doing, she didn't care about me starving and harming myself. I stood up but I was too dizzy. Too.... too. .. too. . . Dizzy. . . I saw the floor coming closer and everything suddenly went black ...

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Eayyy, this isn't a very long, neither very interesting chapter. But I wanted to write something and I need this to continue the story. You'll soon find out why ;) love ya all

- Romy