My Mate Is Killing Me [COMPLETED]

Chapter 5

*Jade's POV*

I cooked, I cleaned, I did everything I had to do and I'm exhausted. I lay down on my bed and my thoughts were suddenly filled by my parents.

I remember my mom used to sing to me every night. She had a beautiful voice. My dad would always tell me that I got my mom's voice. Even at a young age, I sang pretty well. It made my parents proud.

Without me even thinking I began to sing,

"Help me, I've fallen further in myself

I'm stuck here again

And I can see that I'm not digging my way out

I'm digging my grave

I've been become my own demise

Paralyzed inside my mind, arms are weak from holding up this front

No escape and no surprises

Complicated compromises

Hold me down when all I really want is just to

Break free, break free, break free from everything

Break free before it breaks me

There's got to be another way to start again

Tell me, how you can be the brightest star and light up the sky

When I can't seem to even light up my own way and I'm burnt out from trying

I've become what I despise

Paralyzed inside a lie, arms are weak from holding back the flood

Sinking as the waters rise

Drink myself to sleep each night

I'm going under when all I really want is just to

Break free, break free, break free from everything

Break free before it breaks me

There's got to be another way to start again"

I look up at the ceiling, feeling tears roll down my cheeks. I'm surprised I haven't ran out of them.

I sit up a little when I hear a creak outside my door. I look at my alarm clock and it's about 12 am. Who would be at my door this late? I get up and open my door only to find Alex standing there.

My face starts to heat up as I look into his eyes. For a moment I saw awe which made my wolf giddy. I bowed my head.

"Is there anything you need Alpha?" my voice was shaky. Part of me was scared of him. Scared of my mate.

He growled and my body began to shake. Alex slowly made his way into my room and with every step he took, I stepped back. Eventually I bumped into the wall and I was trapped. My legs began to shake. What is he going to do now?

"Al-lpha?" I looked up and his eyes were filled with lust. I gulped. He suddenly grabbed my arm and pressed my body against his. Thousands of sparks filled our bodies and I sighed in content. I've never felt this before. "Mate" I whispered as his scent filled my nose. Chocolate.

Alex visibly got tense and pushed me away. What did I do wrong?

He once again grabbed me by my neck "I am not your mate nor will I ever be Jade. You're a worthless piece of trash that just takes up space. The only reason you're alive is because we all need to let out our anger once in a while right? What better way than to take it out on you."