We're Through

We're Through 23 part one

Just a quick note before i post, thank you all for reading this story and supporting me with all the votes and comments :') You, yes you, are the most nicest, awesomest, most considerate person i have had the joy to write for :) No, this isn't the end chapter but i felt like saying thank you to you all since you got me this far with all your lovely comments and votes :'D Now for the most longest chapter (I hope ) i have ever written.. Part One

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Sam's P.O.V

We entered the room, still not saying a word to each other. I went to the bed near the window as Hannah sat on the one next to the door.

"Sam, i've been meaning to tell you something"Hannah finally spoke, i shook my head

"Hannah, i don't want to hear any of your petty lies. Ok? I just want to get through this week and get away from you, we clear?"I asked, She let out a shaky sigh and nodded. She quickly got up and left for the bathroom. Guilt hit my stomach but it vanished as i remembered what she did.

I moved around the room as i slid my duffel bag under the bed, i heard the door open and i looked up to see Hannah, her face blank as her eyes showed no emotion. I shook my head and layed on the bed. We ignored each other until Hannah couldn't take it anymore

"It wasn't my fault"She whispered, even though it was just a whisper it echoed through out the room.

"What are you on about Hannah! You were the one that cheated with my boyfriend, how could it not be your fault"I asked, my voice raising with every word. She bit her lip.

"I never wanted anything to do with him, he tricked me. I-i never wanted to hurt you Sammy, Your like my sister"She got quieter near the end, my heart went out to her when she said the last part.

"Tricked you? What did he do. Lure you into his clutches?"I snorted, trying to avoid the sister subject. Tears filled her eyes.

"He said that he would of told you i kissed him, when it was the other way around. And i would be the one to blame for your heartbreak. I could never get you to listen to me, you were so in love with him and believed everything he said"She ranted, her voice breaking. i frowned slightly

"What do you mean Hannah? Everyone told me you came onto him" I told her confused. She laughed bitterly as the tears streamed freely down her face.

"You don't know how he acts, how violent he is to get his own way"She shook her head sadly, she pulled up her black sleeves showing me the bruises on her arms

"This is where he used to grab me and forced me to k-kiss him. Sam he was so gentle with you and he never dared show you how he really was. Sam i never wanted you to get hurt like this, i always thought that one day it would of stopped and you would never know. It only stopped because-"She was cut off by my phone ringing. I picked it up, my eyes never leaving hers

"Hello"I answered, my voice quiet, i heard a deep voice on the other line

"Hey Sam, how's you partner?"Jay asked, i groaned in annoyance

"Bad time Jay"I hanged up quickly and motioned for Hannah to carry on

"I can't Sam, all i know is that he broke up with you because of the guilt weighing him down each and everyday. And i know this because that guilt was eating me up alive. I know you probably think i was in love with him but that is a lie. that is the most biggest lie i ever heard, it was the direct opposite of love, i loathed him for what he was doing and i hated myself for letting it go on for that long. I should of told you from the first kiss but i couldn't because i was a stupid idiot who didn't want to lose her best friend, but guess what? I lost her anyway because i didn't tell her. Oh the irony"She laughed bitterly at the end, I stared at her as she wiped the tears from her eyes.