Friends with Benefits// m.e

Chapter 15

A couple months later...

"I can't deal with this bullshit anymore. I want there to be more between us" he said

"I can't I'm sorry. I'm just not ready
for that kind of commitment"

"Anastasia, I think I love you" he said

I've been a mess ever since that day. Matt and I have had no contact at all and he's been hanging out with girls.

I left the city last night, I couldn't take it anymore and he's changed. He's been going out every night and posting stuff on Instagram.

Ever since I left the city you, wearing less and going out more. Glasses of champagne out on the dance floor. Hanging with some girls I never seen before.

I love him so much and I don't know why I left him. He was the best thing that's ever happened to me. But now every time I try to talk to him he makes me feel like I did him wrong. He travels to night clubs all around the world and he's running out of pages in his passport. I can tell. He's having fun probably banging every girl while I'm miserable.

Maybe it's time that I have a little fun and try to make him see how much he'll miss me. When he can't call me when he needs my love.

Short update but you can tell what this chapter is based off of.