58. My Happy Thought

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You are my happy thought.

The person who makes me smile endlessly.

You can make me cry hot tears

Sometimes of joy, sadness or jealousy.

I scribble your initials on my wrist.

A tattoo made of dreams and wishes.

I wish I could press you into my heart

So you can see how you reside inside.

Do you realize your effect on me?

I think you do, yet deny it

But you constantly surprise me

Make me wonder if you use telepathy.

Do you crawl into my mind at night

To see what secrets you can find?

Then feel you betrayed your love

And re-declare it for everyone to see.

Yes I know.

Yes I see.

Yet my heart screams we're meant to be.

How long will you make me wait?

Talk to me, let me in.

I will let you in.

Knock, just knock.

I will let you in.

My dreams connect to your actions.

Yes I make wishes for us daily, hourly.

Your name always on my lips

To the suffering of everyone around me.

My life, my world, enveloped in you.

Covered by those you love you.

I am happy--Even if it ends in misery.

But I don't think it will. If I wait a bit longer.

In my heart you will finally find your home.


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