Not falling apart

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ABOVE IS A PIC I CREATED OF SALLY AS A TEEN VIRIA
Yeah this chapter is dedicated to
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Daughter_ofLoki (Wattpad)
Just because her pen name rocks
On with the story
Loki's P.O.V
I was daydreaming about Sally today, I had to wait four more days until I could meet her again.
At one point I walked down the halls and was going to the studies when I heard a voice.
No wait, voices.
"I will make you proud father."
I put on a simple invisibility spell and looked in to see that father and Thor were talking.
"You will make a fine king." Father said "wait but know that I chosen you to be king."
"What of Loki" question Thor.
"Loki will be fine, he would also agree that you are ready to be king my son. But you are still young until then you must still keep your duties as prince."
I left, what do they mean I would agree. I thought long and hard when I realized something.
I barely fought with my brother, I was too focus on Sally. I did not scold Thor, and Thor must of thought he was doing great.
Has love made me this... Soft (a.n- please don't hate me for this)
Was loving Sally good for my home, was making my life with her selfish to asgard.
If Thor rule in would be disastrous, he would call upon war with the tiniest of 'insults'
I felt my heart harden, I Loki Odinson for once stop thinking about Sally.
That night I was able to erase my mother's memory of Sally so her heart would not break from my decision
Sally's P.O.V
(Recap of 8 months)
Two weeks. Instead of one week every two week my love visited me, but throughout every visit he seemed distant.
He did that for two months, I said nothing to triton so he would not let the whole world know about Loki.
Then Loki started to only visit once a month for four months. I told him, no, Begged him to tell me what made him act like this. All he would do was smile and reassure me that he loves me.
But he would never tell me what's wrong.
Now it's been two months, I felt scared.
Did he leave me?
Pepper made the yearly call and I told her broadly about my husband.
I use to tell her how amazing he is but when I told her how he was acting she Immediately said that she would come and knock some sense into him.
I convince her otherwise, now it was a Friday night and I did something that my step brother and father done.
I went to a bar and started to drink, the pain was just too much. Didn't Loki love me,
I cried myself to sleep that night. That morning I had the worst hangover, well my first hangover.
I called in sick.
I got up and stood, bad choice, That's when I felt sick to the stomach.
I raced to the bathroom and went to the toilet, puking the content of my stomach.
I was crying alone in the bathroom as I did.
That's when I felt someone pull back my hair, I didn't look up until I was done emptying my stomach.
When I was done I looked up to the eyes of my husband, I went back to emptying my already emptied stomach.
When I was done Loki had my head rest on his chest as I took deep breaths(they are not standing they are kneeling on the ground), I felt something cold against my lip and I open my eyes to see a glass of water to my lips.
"Drink." Loki commanded.
I drunk the water deeply, I tried to stand but my legs gave away and loki caught me.
He carried me to my bed which was magically clean and put me on top of it.
I closed my eyes not willing to see the concern face of Loki, I heard him sigh.
A cold hand pressed against my burning forehead
"Sally." Loki said quietly with concern.
I pretended to not listen and just tried to relax with his cold hands taking away the unforgiving heat of my skin.
"Look at me Sally" I then open my eyes. He had his hand on my back, I couldn't take it I started to cry again. He sat next to me and held me, rubbing my back as I sobbed.
"I though you wouldn't come back. I though that you didn't love me anymore." I said after I calmed down but I heard my voice crack a little.
I had my head rested on his chest listening to his steady heartbeats.
"Sally, I love you. I will always, even after death."
Here we go again, Loki reassuring me that he loves me.
"Then why, why did you leave for so long. Why can't you tell me what's wrong, why do you refuse to trust me!" I snapped getting up to look at him. That was a bad decision, immediately I was meet with a pounding headache.
Loki got up and held my head, seconds later the headache was gone and my stomach was cool.
But my mouth was still extremely dry, how did I even cry?
(A.N- I am just a teen I looked up what a hangover is, so I don't exactly know how it feels. I googled it)
He handed me a empty glass that was suddenly filled cold water.
"Drink slowly" Loki said.
After Loki was convinced that my well being was fine he said
"Sally I was just.. I was.. Well.." He let out a sigh of frustration and he ran a hand through his hair.
"Sally you know of my brother Thor."
I smiled and nodded, Thor seemed pretty nice but not that bright.
"I heard father and him talk about how when he is older that he would be king of asgard."
I knew Loki could be jealousy, and seriously if I know anything about Thor ( from triton when he meet Thor) it's that he is bloodlust. Then again triton said that and he thinks anyone that dresses like a Viking is bloodlust.
"Not only is Thor pride soaring even higher, but he still wants to go to war, for no reason. I heard father say that I would be fine with it because lately I did not complain about Thor train of thought."
"Why didn't you reprimand him or scold him when he did something-" it hit me, Loki was so focus in our relationship that he neglected his duty as prince of asgard.
I felt guilty yet angry, so this is all my fault! I was left in the dark and now I find out it's my fault.
Loki saw my calm face morph into one filled with anger.
He quickly said "it's not your fault Sally, you didn't know. I do love you but, I know that if I even look at you and your beauty I would of let Asgard burn for all I care."
For a moment I felt selfish, I could convince Loki to just let Thor be. Of course I felt guilty when I realized what I was thinking.
"So, now that you told me what wrong" I said looking up "let's think of a plan."
"Fine but you need to eat."
I agreed and we went to the nearest wawa, we went to Central Park afterwards and started to walk. The day was sunny, spring was in the air, in a couple months it would be summer again. I heard loki's voice breaking me out of my train of thought,
"To be honest I been thinking about a way for months but I don't see a way without getting caught with you Sally. I'm worried about how father may act."
A jogger jogged by.
"The go" the words left my mouth before I realized what I said.
He stopped and grabbed my arm "i'm done leaving you in the dark Sally, I'm not leaving you."
"You're not." I said before continuing "you just need time, no matter how long it takes, i'll still be in New York State. Help your brother or become the king, do what you have to do to help Asgard. Then you come home, I'll still be waiting."
Loki eyes were wide throughout my little speech.
"Sally"
"No I understand, really I do." I said.
"Sal-"
"Loki it's alright I'll be fine, I'm -"
He cut me off with a kiss, it was tender and slow. Filled with care and compassion.
When we parted his forehead rest on mines.
"I will return. You WILL see me again, I promise"
I felt dread, would he leave today? I felt a tug in my mind and I snapped my head back.
"Loki! What did I say about reading my mind!"
He laughed, but it sounded hollow, we walked back to the apartment and sat at the kitchen table.
"So today is our last day until a long time." Loki said.
"Better make the most of it"
The whole day consist of us having fun, reading in the library, watching a movie, and go sightseeing (even if I already seen everything).
When it was night I went to the bathroom to shower, once I got out (fully clothed)
I went out to the kitchen to see the table cover in cloth with fine silverware (must be from Asgard) in a candle lit room. Sitting right on a chair was Loki who was dressed in a tux, even had a bow on. (A.n-Like tom hiddleston)
Wow and I was wearing normal clothes, (never mind) I look down to see me wearing a blue dress.
I hesitantly walked to a chair, Loki got up and push the chair back allowing me to sit.
That night consist of us eating slowly and just acknowledging each other, In loving way.
That's when loki smiled a mischievous smile, "Loki." I said in a warning tone.
He brought out wine bottles "from Asgard" he said simply.
30 minutes later we were sipping wine in the living room and watching some more movies, I was comfortable resting my head at the crook of loki's neck.
At one point I felt overwhelming sadness and started to cry, Loki must of understand and just rubbed my back.
One hour later we were both drunk.
Morning
I woke up and turn to see Loki also sleeping next to me, I wasn't surprise when I saw my clothes completely change, Loki always did that.
I got up and stood out of bed, only to feel fabric under my foot, it was the dress I worn yesterday.
I tried to remember what we did last night, only bits and blurs is what I remember.
But that was enough to make me blush (A.n- I am a teen it's weird talking about this. But how would Percy be born so I am going to be really discreet about it)
Yeah we made love plenty of times before but it always made me blush just thinking about it.
Strong arms enveloped me and I felt kisses trace down my neck.
"Hello my love" I felt him mumble to my neck.
I turned my head and kissed him saying "good morning"
There was a silence, today Loki was leaving.
Two hours later Loki was outside with me, it was slightly cloudy but other then that is was a seemly good day.
"Do you know how long you will be gone" I couldn't help but question.
"Years at the very most" he answered "but I will come back, and when I do I promise to never leave you."
He kissed me one last kiss, we hugged fiercely and I whispered in His ear "you better come back stalker, or I will hunt you down."
He laughed, smiled and said "until next time."
Then he was gone, as he left I felt a piece of my heart missing. I already miss him I realized to myself.
(A.n- I wanted to stop here but I decide to be awesome)
Two months later(time skip again)
So much happen to me in a span of two months for one triton found out that Loki was leaving for a while and is now learning how to skin people alive.
Also I stop calling camp and going near the ocean, why many you ask.
Well..... You see... I'm pregnant.
Yep, one moment I was weeping, I literary just let the child growing in my womb have a terrible fate.
But then after a week I realized something, this is MY CHILD, also loki's.
Yeah the fate can kill one of my best friend and send away another, hell the Norns took my husband away.
But I refuse to let the fates near my child as long as I live, I felt determination and anger.
The fates are going to regret it if they dare go near my child.
The people I work with in the cafe were also excited, the manager decide that it would be better if I just take it easy, he talked to some people and next thing I knew, I was working in a huge candy shop.
I was just doing paper works (who would've thought there was so much paperwork involved with candy.)
When I came home I saw triton there.
"Sis I can't help but notice you're a little overweight." His eyes were unreadable.
For a moment I felt uneasy, should I tell him. I can alway beat around the bush.
"You're having a baby aren't you?" He said.
So much for beating around the bush, "don't tell dad please" I said in a pleading voice.
Triton shoulders slumped "Sally... Sis.. You, well, you cross a line I can't protect you in. I can't just not tell dad, I have to."
Despair leaked in my face, my dad is named unpredictable I have no idea on what would happen if he finds out.
"Sally, I so sorry. I can keep it from any other god but not dad, he'll know what to do."
I felt a rush of anger "fine tell him, but I'm keeping the child. I don't care about what he has to say."
Of course I wasn't surprise when two hours later my dad was at the door looking furious, no what's a word that means furious X 10.
"Father" I acknowledged.
"You said that Loki would just be your friend. You lied to me, and now you're having a child. The very thing I told you NOT to do AND YOU DID IT." By the end a table flew and broke."
"Dad I-"
"DO YOU KNOW HOW DISAPPOINTED I AM WITH YOU"
Up to this point he was shouting, "I did not see my little girl grow up into such a..... Selfish being. What happen to you. If I ever see Loki I'm-"
I had enough I left my apartment and closed the door in time to see my dad's surprise face.
I started to walk away when I heard my dad say "Sally Jackson you come here to instant."
I don't consider myself as a rebel but right now I was fitting the bill.
Of course one moment I was making my way downstairs the next I was back in my apartment.
Dad was in front of me, but he looked way calmer "Sally you realized what you did yet you did it why?"
Why did I marry Loki, why couldn't we just be friends! Simple I love him.
"Dad, why did you have me." anguished Shown on my face as I tried to make him understand.
He was taken back by the answer, "well-er"
"You didn't mean to have me I'm a mistake" I concluded.
"But you still love me. What's my point? My point is that I did not mean to have a kid, but I still loved Loki and I love my child. You loved mom, you didn't stop visiting her and you didn't kill me."
My dad turned his back from me, brooding. "What do you want to do."
"Not tell the gods, not until my child is old enough to fend them off, and if they do find out. They have to go through me first."
He nodded and said "be careful and relax, stress is not good for your condition. I'll have triton take care of monsters for you until the child is one year old, so that no one knows and you don't get hurt."
I nodded.
That night I couldn't help but look at the door, maybe Loki forgot something and is going to walk in. But I knew deep in my heart that that's not going to happen.
What?
Because I know the fates, they wouldn't allow it.
I couldn't help but rest my hands at were my child was growing, it all felt surreal.
Yeah who would've thought this would happen......who would of thought?
A.n- yeah I really didn't know how to end this chapter so I keep on writing, soooooo really long chapter today. Yeah next chapter is last chapter, bringing in Percy. Then I will make a sequel, I made a cover and I am calling it "shattered ice"..... Or crackling ice.
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