L U X U R I O U S // 21

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One day she comes home late at night








My panic and anxiety manifests in anger and confusion






She flippantly flips her hair saying she went exploring





Exploring






I can feel the foreign touch on her body






The foreign feigned feckless love and affection






It's a lot easier to show someone you're angry than tell them you're hurt





I know I'm very hard to talk to







I know I'm not expressive in my emotions























But I'm just as broken as she is









"Go fuck your self," I say viciously holding back my anger






She gazes at me through her shimmering brown eyes





Shock and bewilderment radiating from her face









"Go. Fuck. Your. Self," I emphasis my voice low and chilly











She runs out of the room tears threatening to erupt











She spends the night with a foreign touch on her skin










When she comes back I pretend I haven't been trying to put my splintered heart back together

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