I decide to go and visit mum
Lola is asleep soundly in the back much to my relief
She's been crying non stop for three days and I don't know what I'm doing wrong
Maybe she doesn't love me
Maybe I don't love her enough
I enter into the cemetery with caution
Even though it's a sunny day the ominous gloomy feeling doesn't leave the grave yard
I come to a stop next her grave and bundle Lola into my arms
Careful not to wake her up
I haven't been here since I last visited at 18
I read the inscription on the grave stone painfully
The words are stuck in my throat but I peel them out one by one
"Hello mum, just wanted to introduce you to your new grand daughter, Lola,"
I furrow my face when I sense a cloud of emotion over coming me
"But I'm sure she's already told you about her but here is Lola. You always said you wanted a grand daughter,"
I pause my voice cracking
"And I named her Lola just like you wanted"
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