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Desicions

     I went up to my room and sat down on the end of my bed. I was crying. I knew why. I am a jerk, I almost destroyed my two best friends first dance, I blew off someone crazy for me, and split all there friendships. I lost Cameron, a boy I've dated for three years, I lost him to a girl I like, my parents got divorced, my grandpa died, my family, friends and life was a mess.
       I felt lost and alone. Cameron wasn't here for me anymore. I flopped back on my bed and saw the notepad I had wrote things to Ricky in. I opened it and flipped threw the pages. One caught my eye.. It said I love you...
I had no idea were it came from. I opened my drawer and saw a scrapbook Cameron had made for our 3 years. I couldn't help but open it, there wee pictures from when we were 3rd graders, and all the last picture was the one of when I said goodbye when I moved her with a note that said "I may be miles away but I'm in your heart and in your contacts ;) text me whenever you need me. See you soon princess :)" I cried. There were notes he wrote to me in 7th grade. I realized something while looking at these.         
        Happiness is the best revenge.
As much as he hurt me, Ricky stood by me and wanted me to come, Bailee did too. I went into my closest and looked for a dress to see if I even had one to wear. There was a dress in a bag I handy seen before, I picked it up and there was a note. In case you decide to come :) -Bailee. It read and I smiled.
I opened it and there was a long sleeved white skin tight crop top with a fringy bottom. There was a skirt, ruffles at the bottom and shimmers on the waist band. How did she know me so well..
      I decided to try it on. It looked so good actually. I looked at the time 6:01 the dance was one minute in and I could walk to the dance. I took my hair out of he bun and it was curled from school. I clipped the front back and put on white high heels. I had put my phone and the I love you sign in my skirt and walked.
          I finally arrived super nervously and took a deep breathe before walking in.