Rebel at Heart [Completed]

33- Nice He Ain't

He got me. I tried real hard to fight against but I couldn't. And I couldn't be vulnerable, no in front of him, no matter how much I wanted to be with him, I knew he would break my heart. I built a wall long time ago against feelings, I'm not going to let him bring it down.

I pull away from the kiss.

-Something wrong?- Luke asks

-Don't talk to me for the rest of the trip, and don't even think about kissing me again!!- I yell and walk out the door

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I hold myself to the railing and look at the sea like just by looking at it I will find the way to forget about him.

-Are you going to stare the water all day?- Charles snaps me out of my head

-Nothing against you but I don't really want to talk to you right now... actually it is against you, you wanted to start the fight, just because, what he ever did to you?- I turn around to face him

-Nothing, I'm just better than him- Charles smirks

-Really? Are you sure of that?- I ask

-You can't see it because you like him now, but soon enough you're going to realize I'm the better Carson and you will come right at me, just like Madison and his other ex-girlfriend.... So why don't we just skip the nonsense part and get right into it- Charles walks closer but I stop him by pushing him away with one hand

-First, that's never going to happen, second what the hell is wrong with you and Madison?, and third you are right you are better than him... at being a jerk!- I walk to the bar and dial Izzy's number

-Hey bitch, how it's hell?- Izzy asks

-Confusing, spending time with him just made it worse- I say

-Talk to your personal psychologist, what happened?- Izzy asks

-I know I told you I was completely over him but I'm not, last night we slept in the same bed, nothing happened, I'd never been in the same bed with a guy where nothing happened and I still prefer just sleeping with him than being with any other guy.... And today he kissed me, I really thought I wouldn't be able to stop- I say

-It's my friend in there, 'cause I can't recognize her- Izzy says

- I need help, if I ever say or act like I'm in love with him you have the right to kill me- I say

-Then I need a gun and the address where you are right now, because you are already- Izzy says

-No, I can't, I can't be in love with him... I have to go call you later, bye bitch- I say

I end the call and walk back to the room I left Luke in. I open the door and look around but I don't see anymore. Then I hear the sound of water falling, it comes from the bathroom. I walk inside to see his silhouette through the curtains. When I decided to walk out, the water stops falling and the curtains move revealing Luke's bare body.

-I'm sorry I was just leaving- I walk back to the bedroom and he follows me covering himself waist down with a towel

-Oh don't worry, it's not like you are interested on me anyways- Luke says, I could sense a tone in his voice

-Are you okay Luke?- I ask

-Yes Nicole, I'd been rejected before don't feel special, now leave please, I want to change if you don't mind... Oh I can take you back to school tonight, you have to go through the pain of spending another night with me- Luke points out the door